thelast-symphony

Moody kid

2012-02-27T17:03:00.002+08:00

Hate it when I know I'm going to fall sick soon, but I still have SO MUCH to do in this last week before OBS.

Didn't go for investiture rehearsal this afternoon, I feel so freaking guilty... I feel like I'm going to get a fever soon. My whole body's achinggggggg

but no i can't sleep.

stuff to do before OBS:

Math SIA Q1-3

CL presentation

Chinese SIA proposal

Chemistry SIA proposal

IH Essay practice

Study for Bio quiz, Indices quiz, Chemistry quiz

this week's going to be crazy

somehow I just feel like sleeping my way through and then suddenly waking up to OBS

never mind, 1 last week. I'll just get it over and done with.

really excited for OBS~ Hope i'll be grouped with nice people from 308 and other classes toooo.

Standing in awe of your grace
Setting my feet in your ways
Entering into your presence
To behold you face to face

God of all heaven and earth
Holding me in your embrace
Unfailing love that surrounds me
Oh… God I stand amazed

My Jesus, my lord
You’re the love of my life
Wherever you go
Wanna be by your side
No longer I
But Christ living in me
Serving you for all eternity

My eyes set on you
In this race that I run
No longer my ways
Let your will be done

Make me a servant
My heart's ever true
Clinging to the cross
I’ll follow you
I’ll follow you

In love with this song since yesterday. hehee church svc was v entertaining- "Becoming and choosing the right life partner". Pst How always manages to make the sermon really interesting.

HOGC is going to spend a few sessions talking about BGR.. So awkward.

anyway i can't wait for academic excellence 2012 :)

DARE 2012

Things change

2012-02-20T23:05:00.005+08:00

Helloozzzzz LIFE IS GOOD, just... really busy.

I feel so tired, but of course I can't afford to be absent in school, even just for a day. Because of 2 days in NYPS camp, I had so many practicals/quizzes/hw to catch up on!!!! Learnt a lesson and yes, just have to FORCE myself to wake up every single morning to go to school!!!

I wanna paste a motivational quote on the ceiling that glows in the darkkk!! so when I wake up everyday, I'll see it and I'll feel really motivated!!!!!!!!!!!! Hmmmmmmzzzz ok that's another task for me and my sister this march holiday. :-)

updates (starting from friday)

friday:

okay the highlight for this day was SOMETHING REAL STUPID.

Last nov, my cousin asked me to join this Studio Wu open dance class with her and so I did. We had 1 week of unlimited dance lessons so we could try out any genre of dance we wanted in that 1 week! Then we saw this "HOUSE" dance and we were like "huh what's that" so we decided to try it. We went to the dance studio and HMMMMM unluckily/luckily, we went to the wrong class x) I mean EHHHH there were 2 classes going on at the same time and we just followed the crowd into the wrong room! Anyway, it turned out REALLY good and my cousin and I liked that class a lot!!! (We thought it was house)

So on friday, we decided to go for another HOUSE lesson, and this time, we went into the RIGHT class, and we were damn shocked? LIKE WTH ARE WE DOING!!!!!! hahahaha so epic. turned out that the wrong class we went to in november was JAZZ TECH, not HOUSE.

okayz so anyway HOUSE looked like this:

So funny larrr, all the footwork whatsoever. x) Haha okay my cousin and I promised each other we'll not go into the wrong class this friday again. SWEAR SWEAR, I don't want to waste 1 hr 30 mins doing funny footwork again!!!

Saturday

BUSY DAY. ESIP scholarship test -> Home -> Church -> Met Cherie -> CIP concert @ HCJC

crazy day with lots of travelling! Anyway ESIP scholarship test was.... okay. Just that the amount of time given wasnt enough for some sections, but I still managed to give an answer for all questions, phew. Anyway really hope I get that scholarship, then my parents won't have to pay for my school fees till JC, it'll really save a lot of money manz. /Prays/

oh then church was niceeezzzz and my church is gonna talk about BGR during the next few sessions.. I think. it'll be so awkward lol. but still... ~

CIP CONCERTTT- haha that's when I got inspired to learn drums. LOL WHAT THE. I can't imagine myself playing drums!!!!!! But it's damn cooolz I swearrrz. Haha normally people would focus on the vocalist during a performance right, but for me, I was looking at the drummer throughout.

TOO COOL, TOO COOL

PSHHHHH~ I really want to learn drums!

Sunday

Played bowling and idk what was wrong with me that day.. I was lousier than usual. I MEAN, MY USUAL ALR DAMN LOUSY ALR CAN, but on sunday I was much worse. plus the guy beside our lane got six-bagger. Means 6 strikes in a row! /facepalm

so demoralizing can ._.

Monday

INVEST REHEARSALLLL IN THE AFTERNOOON~ Wore the blue mao ze dong jacket for rehearsal and I swear we look retarded in it :(

lol but anyway, spent most of the time talking to the other fellow PSLs~ hehh and it was nice going home with june yu! all the nice people who live in jurong (Y)

Anywayyy, some gifs from my phone. i don't rlly use the computer to blog nowadays but since I am on the computer now, might as well use the chance to upload these.

A break from school

2012-02-10T14:17:00.001+08:00

Hello :) I'm on the way home from Somerset now haha. & surprisingly, the mrt isn't really crowded! Yay! Had a great time with grace, sarah, natalie and iris!! Watched Prom and ate the best fries ever!!! Yayeeez

So on Wed and thurs, I took a break from school as I had to facilitate in nyps p5 camp. Before that, I was like dreading the whole thing ;____; Cuz I knew I would be the only sec 3 PSL there and NYPS wasn't my primary sch and I just didnt know what to expect! But it turned out to be much much much better than I expected!!

It was pretty awkward for me at first cuz the instructors for class 5D (Jack and Jill!) were passing biscuits around etc and I was just awkwardly helping to pass the biscuits around etc. Then a girl suddenly asked a lot of info abt me and suddenly a grp of the girls were telling me about stuff- how 'disgusting' the boys in their class was, how their form teacher rarely smiled etc. And they were pretty surprised that I wasn't from nyps.

Hehe but aft that, I grew much closer to the ppl in 5D and they're such a joy to be with! The girls are like "Jingwen jingwen! Are you joining us for the night?" "Jingwen jingwen, are you joining us for kayaking?" and so much more. So cute!!!

Felt like a camper myself throughout day 2 cuz I played high elements with them and went kayaking w them. They asked me to, and instructor Jill is so nice, she lent me her track pants and told me to have fun. Hehehe must rlly thank Jack and Jill for everything!! And the kids too!

Guess a funny part of the camp would be the moment I found out Wynne was Shane's sister. OMG I WAS LIKE "WHAT!!!?" HAHAHA gosh it was so epic :3

"Jingwen jingwen, can I borrow your phone to text my brother happy birthday?"

"Oh okay sure! So sweet ah. How old is your bro?"

"Sec 3! Same as you! In ACSI!"

"Oh really what's his name?"

"SHANE!"

/Facepalm

Hahahha so we talked about him and everything and wynne is so cute LOL. Bet Shane was damn shocked when he received the birthday message. X)

Oh man, next week, my life would go back to normal again. X( HOLIDAYS COME PLS COME

Motivated

2012-02-06T19:15:00.001+08:00

Hello! This is my first time blogging using my phone ~^^ im really happy!!! Guess I wont need to touch the computer that much anymore! = less distractions!

Anyway, I did this for sabbie leong~ it's a late birthday present, so sorry sab~

But still :)

down the memory lane

New hopes

2012-02-05T22:17:00.006+08:00

Hehe this is so late. But I spent a lot of time thinking about my hopes for 2012, so I shouldn't let it go to waste!

1) New class to bond more.
January was okay. 308's still not counted as BONDED, but it's really getting better :) Just quite disappointed with the fact that there won't be that many class bonding activities in Sec 3. :( Nothing like Talentime, dramafest, etc.

2) Be more committed to church.
Okay so I just joined HOGC in hm.... July last year? Ups and downs along the way, but hope that 2012 will be great :) No more excuses etc to not go for follow-ups/services/CGs!!! If I am able to make it, I will be there! (A promise to myself) Oh and be punctual, although Paya Lebar and Boon Lay's really far apart?

3) Be a better sister and daughter at home!!!
Help my sister with her work? ok idk about that, but something I really admire about RV is......

FULL EXEMPTION!!!

Ok that idea is really cool! Imagine that you don't have to study for EOYs while everyone else is mugging like crazy. Hope my sister gets that, HEHE.

4) Improve in my violin playing
Being a beginner in sec 1 was really tough. ;______; they expect you to get a standard of grade 5 or above by the end of sec 2.

Anyway, gotta work harder.

5) Finish all homework on time!!! Try not to procrastinate so much!

6) Finish my NYAA!!!

7) Pick up guitar! For fun ONLY~

8) Sleep early. Hmmmmzzzz Ok i've got an alarm that rings at 10.30pm every night to remind myself to go to bed. and.... it's obviously not working.

GOTTA WORK HARD ON THAT. HAHAHA.

9) Think positive thoughts and STOP over-thinking!!!!! :)

10) Turn to God, never lose faith, no matter what.

;

ehehe something that has been going through my mind for quite awhile ever since I met up with allergik last sunday.

I wonder if I am actually missing out a lot of stuff that a girls' school will never get to experience?

He was telling me about his class chalet and everything, AND DAMN IT WAS SO COOOOOOOOOOL. Late night movie and cycling in the early morning at like 4am!? Watching the sunrise!?

Just don't think that girls will be that daring to go cycling during midnight, and stuff like that.

hahahaz but anyway, 'FUN' in a girls' school is totally different, and I don't regret coming to nygh cause at least I get an experience of what's like in a girls' school! :)

I love having a sister in RV!!!!! ^-^ love all her stories and how truthful she is to me. #forevergrateful

God bless

everybody needs compassion

2012-02-02T23:50:00.002+08:00

hello blogger, it's been awhileeeeeeee, i have so many things to say I DONT KNOW WHERE TO START!!!

anyway. today, naomi neo trended on twitter!!! Well but she's such a pretty girl & everything, she'll obviously have haters right.. It's so sad! I really like her, although I don't know her personally. Don't understand why everyone's hating on her. She didn't do anything wrong, did she. Her blog post was so emo uhhhzzzz i feel so sad/angry just by reading it.

Anyway, it's so scary to think that things can change in such a short period of time. just last december, I heard about her from Amanda, at yifeng's house during christmas. Then I found her really pretty etc and then SUDDENLY everyone claims she's overracted & etc. ._. anw, supporting naomi all the wayyyyyy~

So, school's greattt~ 308 is made up of really nice people. ^-^ Really hope that our class will bond more throughout the year!!! :)

& the new sec ones just came in, they seem very nice!!

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(source)

I have been thinking too much lately. Thinking about why certain things didn't go according to my plan, but at the end of the day, it all goes back to you God... I have faith that Your plans are definitely better than my own!!!

gonna do a proper post sooon!!

First week of school!

2012-01-06T17:12:00.002+08:00

TGIF :)

HELLO BLOGGER, first week of school was great!!! So it started with 2 days of orientation with our sec 3 classes, and although i wasn't very close to a lot of people in my new class, but I'm glad I got to know them so much better after this week!!! 308 is still quite quiet though, but I know that things will get better!! I have faith!!! and I'm sitting beside Clarissa yong!!! :) from AV hahaha. she's so funny and cooooooooool~ I'm so glad we talked and became so much closer. hehehe all the talking during lessons are fun.

ok so anyway I kind of did psl on thurs and fri. brought them around for sports selection etc and 103 is damn cute i swear!!!!!!! I really don't regret skipping lessons for them hohohoho. and there's an Ng Jingwen in 103. MY NAME IS TOO COMMON ARGHHHHHHHZZZZZ

hmmmm what else. OH CCA. CCA was rather slack cause mr sze's overseas. but we're having a new teacher-in-charge... and that's my art teacher (last year)! mrs tan or smth!!! ok quite a sudden change but she is gonna be with us for a year, so might as well be happy about it.

OH AND TRICIA JONG IS CLASS MONITRESS OF 108!!!!!!!! So awesome!!! And I saw Fanyi todayy! :) I like sec 1s. hohoho.

ok byebyebyebyebyebye i'm gonna change blogskin by the way. cause i know I won't have time when all the work starts coming in. Boohoo.

2012 WILL BE A BLESSED YEAR.
THANK GOD FOR THE WONDERFUL FIRST WEEK OF 2012.

第九届明日领袖锻炼营

2011-12-12T13:30:00.005+08:00

[12.12.11]
Hello guys I'm back from china :) Will be spending today in Singapore and I'll be flying off to taiwan tomorrow! Life's so busy omg.

ANYWAY, today I'll be posting about the training camp in china. IT'S TOO MEMORABLE AND IMPORTANT, I REALLY MISS IT SO MUCH NOW. Although it just ended yesterday..... It was a super nice experience and I made so many new friends there! i miss them :(

Ok so anyway, I don't have pictures with me, cause we weren't supposed to bring cameras/handphones there. so yup.

Day 1
- Woke up at 4am to go to the airport.
- Had breakfast with daddy and mummy and hugged them before going to guangzhou.
- Met amanda (the only friend I had before the camp!).
- Sat beside a Malaysian guy on the plane, we didn't talk much, just laughed and stuff like that because of this cute lil boy sitting near us.
- Got off the plane and saw Junyi from hci! new friend yay!
- Bus journey there was quite entertaining. Talked to new people like Jinquan, Aaron, Lihan and a few more chung cheng high ppl!
- Arrived at 抱绿山庄. A very beautiful place!
- Got the keys to our rooms. Room mates with a Malaysian girl (Yu Ting) and another pretty singaporean girl (Wei Ting) together with our 助教!
- Got to know our group mates
- Our group name was 小叮当 and was led by Jarrod, Ziwei and Serjean!
- Played games (小叮当 was 2nd overall)
- Dinner!!!! (with yulin, ziwei, ziyun, weihao, jarrod and scout)
- 上课 and sang songs

Day 2
- Morning exercise
- Got into groups. Was in group 2B with Amanda, Chelsea, Edwin etc!
- 上课（你的心中为谁着想?) for me it was my parents :)
- 画画 hehehe i drew the hills and the lake! the scenery's so pretty :)
- Obstacle course! (THIS IS FUN, LIKE SERIOUSLY FUN. Dont know how to explain!)
- Played 大球
- Ran 20 rounds
- Dinner (Jarrod made all of us laugh HAHAHA. And all of us were like holding on to our stomachs and laughing like mad. THIS IS CALLED '吃菜的效果' HAHAHA
- 上课 and sang songs

Day 3
- 爬山
- 太极拳(??) Idk whether it's taiji or not~
- Maze (OOOOH OK i shall elaborate about this game. Ok so there's this maze in 抱绿山庄. And there are 2 groups. We're all blindfolded and the 助教 will separate all of us in the maze. The game is to find your own group mates and together, with all the group mates present, you guys must find your way out of the maze BLINDFOLDED. SUPER FUN!!! Heh our cue was "你是猪吗？" " 是！" And it was so confusing cause people can lie, and you don't know whether they're lying or not! But my group still managed to get out of the maze first ;) We're awesome!)
- Lunch break (We practised for our skit! Was late cause me, Lynette and michelle went to lynette's room to talk and slack. Had to do push ups when we got there trololol)
- Ran 24 rounds
- 上课 (something about china history) and sang songs

[13.12.11]
Day 4
- Morning exercise
- 上课 (你觉得你对你的爸爸妈妈够好吗?)
- Lots of people cried. I cried too when I heard all the stories...
- Archery (outdoors)
- Meditate LOL. 我是一座山！
- 爬山
- 上课 (talked about tan kah kee!!) and sang songs

Day 5
- Morning exercise
- Rafting (Doraemon won 2nd!! but it's ok because 开放 group has 2 dragon boaters. We're still awesome (Y) )
- Lunch break (Rehearsed for our skit again!)
- Played games (the wooden plank thingy and brick gameee)
- Ran 30 rounds
- 上课 (助教 talked about his life, for about 30+ mins, nice) and sang songs

Day 6 (last day at 抱绿山庄)
- 铺路 (Something you'll never get to try in singapore! It was damn tiring but fun)
- Lunch break (rehearsed for skit again)
- Dao shan lu!!! (Painful but we still managed to overcome it!)
- Performed our skit!!! we did 周处除三害 ;)
- Sang songs

Day 7
- Left 抱绿山庄 for Xiyao school
- Met my buddy who was very nice to me :))
- Amanda's buddy and mine were good friends hahaha
- Lunch and dinner was ........................ they only have 1 dish. and a bowl of rice. no other choices... I wonder how they survive there?
- Group sharing about 小悦悦 accident

Day 8
- Breakfast was okay. Lunch was horrible. DINNER WAS AWESOME cause it's our last dinner together (Y)
- Practised for our lil singing performance.
- Welcomed visitors to the school
- A little cat was running around and it scared me and everyone started making fun of me!!! >( rawr hahahahaha
- Sang our 2 songs. it was damn retardeddddz
- Lunch break (went to play badminton and slacked around!)
- Watched a movie (lots of people fell asleep. including me)
- Shared our camp experience and so much more.
- SAW THE ECLIPSE. All of us were lying on the ground watching the night sky, with the eclipse and the stars. We were so lucky to witness the eclipse all together!!!!!!!! i love lying on the ground looking at stars. damn i miss that!

Day 9 - Last day together
- Packed our luggage etc
- Bus ride to the airport felt.... so short
- Sat on the plane with Claudine!!! hehe she didn't want to sit with a stranger
- Talked quite a lot ;) she's so cute seriously!!!!!!!
- Jarrod was in front of us and all of us started talking about crushes in the camp etc. lol wth~
- Asked for poker cards and we played tai di on the air plane!!! :D
- Got off the plane and Lynette and michelle got Macs, HELL YEAH!!!! shared fries and coke :))
- Went back to Xiyao
- Saw my family there! Including my bro!! :) so happy to see him there :)
- Friends sabo-ed me and i had to go up stage to talk.... T^T
- Sang songs (for the last time together...)
- Went to eat roti prata with my family cause i said i missed it real bad! My family is awesomeeee i love them so much
- Ziwei called me when i reached home and asked me to go on facebook
- Everyone started adding each other and it was pure madness hehh
- Facebook 第九届明日领袖锻炼营 group was spammed
- Missed the camp
- So much

urgh
so anyway..... you can skip all the activities that I wrote down, I just wrote it down cause I want to remember it, for life.

I'm going to miss people calling me 小鸡！
I'm going to miss running in the cold weather
I'm going to miss Doraemon
(Lynette GUIDES, SERjean 副组长, Jethra 高小姐 , Michelle MILKY GIRL, Ziyun PURPLE CLOUD, Ziwei 大叮当, Weihao 油条, Jarrod HAHAHAHA , Hugo RAINOVER, Owen 小叮当, Cheng Kai 皇上, Yuan Siang SCOUTS, Ming Yee NARRATOR, Yulin QUIET GIRL)
I'm going to miss 抱绿山庄 and nature
I'm going to miss all the talks where we could open up our hearts and pour all our secrets, without feeling afraid of people judging you cause you know that nobody would.
I'm going to miss all my friends thereeeee
I'm going to miss all the 助教
I'm going to miss walking around the super big lake
I'm going to miss eating with the most retarded people and laughing like crazy

EEEKSSSS memories memories memories
sucks that I have to leave in a few hours' time for taiwan
ok actually i'm quite excited but .....
NOTHING CAN BEAT 第九届明日领袖锻炼营!!!!!!!!!!!!

We'll have outings!!!!!! and a reunion dinner in Jan!!!!!!!!!!!! so excited!!!! :)

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One of the things I learnt about in this camp is to have a 感恩的心.
So now, I want to thank Amanda for inviting me to this camp. We weren't really close before the camp, and I was quite surprised when she asked me to go with her. But I was really interested in it and so I asked my parents to let me go. Persuaded them for soooo long and I'm glad they finally agreed.

Want to thank my parents too, they wouldn't have allowed me to go for this camp if they didn't go for the briefing. in the briefing, they learnt that we'll learn how to 做人, and they were very impressed. They wanted me to change, for the better, and they were really excited about that. Thank you parents for always supporting me and never giving up on me!!!

And by allowing me to go for this camp, I learnt a lot. Something that I really never expected to discover was how fortunate I am. And no, I'm not a rich little girl living in a big house. With a family like this, I've learnt that I've already had enough. There are so many people in the camp with broken families, or parents who already passed away, I didn't even know that I was so lucky to have my parents here with me until now.

And that's probably why I cried so bad when I heard all the stories. I can't even imagine life without my parents.......

Gotta learn how to manage my time well, this time, not only because I want my stress level to decrease, but because I want to make more time for my family. Most of the times, when I shout at them and stuff like that, it's because I'm feeling stressed/irritated and I feel really guilty about that!!! I want to make more time to go out with them and care about them and be a good sister & daughter! I really do!!

I love my family!!!! :)
and friends!!

FOREVER 201

2011-11-10T22:16:00.010+08:00

You guys shaped me and made the story of my life. Without you all, I would never be who I am today. In a million ways, you all enabled me to walk this Secondary School path with laughter and optimism. Oh wait, you guys didn’t only enable me to walk this path, you guys ACCOMPANIED me throughout the journey and I’m really grateful for that!

If anyone were to ask me why I love 201 so much, these are the reasons why:

Despite our different personalities, we were able to come together as one. Yes, we might have some conflicts here and there when ideas collided, but we still managed to pull through everything! Talentime, Lifeskills camp, Funfair, Campfire, Dramafest and so much more.

TALENTIME 2010

When we got our 101 class tee!

101 class pic!

Sentosa (level outing 2010)

101 class outing 2010

201 class tee!

Last day with Mrs soh :(

Boarding School Experience!

Last day with Miss Ong! 201 class pic (:

Dramafest 2011

Malacca trip 2011!

and... i'm gonna miss this place...

201 classroom

And I'll definitely miss the jokers in class! There are lots of jokers in my class and I really don’t know what 201 would be like without them! Nicole, Zilin, Qing yuan, Yingying, Qiujia etc! It’s really awesome to see some nonsensical stuff written on our board every time we come back from recess and everything. Things like THAT:

& soooo much more.

I can’t believe 2 years just passed like that. It seems like yesterday was just the first day of school, and today (last day of malacca) is our last day together. And somewhere in between, all of us became the best of friends. I have faith that we’ll all still keep in touch, through our Facebook group, class outings, Facebook chats etc. Really hope that all of us will continue hanging out together and class outings will all be a success and we’ll be together FOREVER. FOREVER 201, I love you.

Last day of school

2011-11-05T12:12:00.002+08:00

[5/11/11]

So yesterday was the last day of school. Went to gek poh with maegan to drink bubbletea (FOR $1!). Hahas then we went to her void deck to drink and talk and we ended up talking for 1 hour plus. Heart-to-heart talks are awesome!!! It's really cool to have a friend like that who can relate to you so well!

and... 2011 is going to end really soon! The year passed by too quickly.

AND i'm not even prepared to be a sec 3!!!! RAWR.
Ok mainly because I haven't reached my height goal :(
And it's quite impossible to grow around 4-5cm during the hols!!!

hmph so anyway
the holidays are here and i'm quite excited!!! Super busy this holiday.

8-10 Nov: Malacca trip (with school)
3-11 Dec: Guangzhou trip (leadership camp thingy)
13-20 Dec: Taiwan trip (with family)

And I have cca too! Hmm... and my cousin and I joined a dance class together! dunno which dance we're going to take yet though, contemporary? hiphop? street jazz?

and i wanna learn tchoukball!! hmmm that one's still not yet confirmed but i really want to learn it :(

Hahaha ok and all these wouldn't have been possible without MY PARENTS! They're so nice :')

[7/11/11]

Going to malacca tomorrow!!! EXCITEDDD!!! Life's so busy, holidays are awesome!!!! :D Meeting allergik later, can't wait to see my 6-years classmate!!! It's worth it although i'll be missing out the fun at chenghui's house today!

Birthday + updates

2011-10-28T20:47:00.005+08:00

Helloz so I'm back after SUCH A LONG AND TIRING WEEK! But it was cool!! :)

Haha OMG i haven't posted about PSL camp. AND MY LIFE SAVIOUR :) Heh ok so psl camp was really nice although I missed the amazing race. But they said that it was raining so they didnt do much either, so it's ok :) Hehz night trail was scary.... The ghosts were like..... damn scary and they kept aiming me cause I was scared of them.

But my group mates were damn awesome :) Esp zhiqin!! She comforted me throughout the whole game in the toilet. She was like holding my hand and patting my back continuously!! she's sooo nice!! GRATEFUL ♥

PHACT- Zhiqin, Amanda, Wan chin, Natalie, Jeanette, Agalia, Vivien and me!

Oh then THAT NIGHT, I couldn't sleep. I think I only slept about 1 hour lor... but anyway around 5am, Tina asked me to accompany her to the toilet and so I did. Then we were locked out of the conference room. hahaha it was....... A MEMORABLE EXPERIENCE. seriously ;)

But it was quite scary lar!!!! i mean we were alone...... :X BUT ANYWAY after 30 mins of getting stuck outside, we decided to try our luck again. And then we tried to open the door, but nothing happened. Then suddenly a girl came out and helped us get in!!!!! :) LIFE SAVIOUR!!!!!! heh. and she was only sec 1!!!! she's awesome ;)

Back from camp- BUSY LIFE STARTS AGAIN.

TUESDAY- BIRTHDAY

Dreaded my birthday because it was the 1st day of results and I was really scared..

BUT THANK GOD EVERYTHING WAS FINE :)
We got back History and Chinese.

Then I had to do some embarrassing thing. Last year for my 13th birthday I did 13 embarrassing things so this year I had to do 14 -__- hahaha in the end only did 1 :) which was to wear watches on both arms (i've got like 10+ watches on both arms, omgz) then go around asking people "What time is it???" hahaha it was damn epic!

At first the 'dare' was only to ask Miss Teo, but then aft that I had to ask EVERY single random person along the corridor wts!! hahaha

k then aft that some more random things happened... like my idiotic friends hiding my shoes and socks and stuff xD hahaha sian !!!!!! bully me on my bday JUST LIKE ANY OTHER DAY!! >)

oh and then went home after cca. Prob around 7.30? At around 8pm, i got a phone call from aikyang telling me to go down. and then I did and I saw allergik and carmen there. Allergik passed me a light stick and asked me to follow them.

Asked them questions like "WHERE ARE WE GOING?" etc but they ignored me throughout :( nice :( then when we were approaching the playground, they started running :O then I realised timo and gav and joshua were there :D

ooooh! and this! Asked to light this up :) it's so pretty!

(pics were taken from xinyee's fb !! :DDD )

Then aft that I heard Lychee's voice and then I spotted the rest of the people :) haha omgzx the surprise was REALLY kept well this time. I didn't even expect all of them to appear at night!!!

Had a mini party at the playground, with handmade sandwiches and they prepared drinks and snacks. & Xinyee made a CAKE herself!!!! OMG HOW CAN THEY BE SO NICE SERIOUSLY :'(

Then we went to JP~ Wanted to treat them to starbucks but they didn't allow! >:( They stole my wallet and stuff and didn't allow me to pay :(

but anyway we ended up eating haagen dazs :) woohoo

the day ended well!

I'm so glad that we're still all so close even if we graduated 2 years ago. Really touched by how they came together after school for this. Really cool how aikyang, carmen, allergik etc managed to organize this (THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!!!). Really amazing how 5E'08 spirit still lives inside all of us!

/getting emotional/

A picture! but without ziwen in it cause she left earlier :(

LOVE 5E'08

Results tomorrow...

2011-10-24T23:43:00.002+08:00

Love unfailing truth unchanging
I depend on You
Faithful Father, peace forever
I will rest in You

Unshakeable my hope remains
Lord I believe in You

You are the strength of those in need
You are defender of the weak
You are everything we need
You are our God, You are our God

Really don't know what to expect tomorrow. I don't think my birthday is even a highlight for me tomorrow. It's the results that I'll be getting back tomorrow that makes me dread tomorrow so much. I really don't know what to expect.

Faith in God

It'll bring me through. Dramafest. EOY results. Assessments and more. Really hope my class will do well for Dramafest! Although we got chased out 3 times in total (for now), I believe everything will be fine by Showcase B! ^-^

SISTER COME BACK NOW!!!

2011-10-17T19:28:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhh I'm blogging since I have nothing else to do!! My phone is low in batt and i'm lazy to charge it and my sister is not back yet!

leaves me with tumblr and youtube......... and blogger! :)

Tomorrow's math paper 1 and it SHOULD be quite ok, i did some questions in the time trial and the time trial's not much of any use anyway. Idk what else to do for math cause I think it really depends on your consistent work & you can't really 'study' for it :/

HMMMM this period of marking days should be quite fun ;) PSL camp, drama rehearsal and everything! ^-^ So excited hohohohoz!

oh but cca's gonna resume.. which means I must practise violin like crazy since i didn't practise much during this eoy period :(

I'MSOBOREDI'MSOBOREDI'MSOBOREDD

I watched all Lia marie johnson's youtube videos :B

so bored

SIS COME BACK SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Eoy period!

2011-10-15T00:02:00.004+08:00

It's the EOYs period!
& I'm posting here cause i can't sleep! :( hmmmmzz i'll be sleeping alone tonight cause my
sister went to genting w my couzzies. SO JEALOUS! but we went to genting a few times alr so it's ok xD

Omg speaking of my couzzies i really miss my grandma :( I want to have sleepovers @ their house again ;_; my sis and I are planning on doing that this dec hol heheh so excitedddzxsz

So anyway countdown to end of papers!

~~Wed: English Paper 1, Paper 2~~ (Quite ok. EXCEPT FOR LA COMPRE which totally killed me)
~~Thurs: Chinese Paper 1, Geography~~ (It was ok :D Some unsure answers for geog though)
~~Friday: Math Paper 2, History~~ (Didn't know how to do 1 question in math.. but history was better than expected so YAY)

Monday: Chinese Paper 2, Science
Tuesday: Math Paper 1

AND YAYYYYY END OF EXAMS!

but actually.....
I like this period of time a lot.
hahahaha okay what am I saying???????
I like study dates and no staying back :)
Thanks to everyone who went to study with me hehehe. the 2 weeks before EOYs I spent almost everyday studying w friends (cause I can't really study at home, i'll definitely fall asleep xD )

OHH and thank God I was able to finish revision for both geog & hist! I was so scared that I would fall asleep while revising for geog and hist the day before the papers !!!! ESP FOR HISTORY ._. I was left with Life under the Japanese rule, Nationalism, Merger and Separation THE DAY BEFORE THE PAPER. LOL. and thankfully I did the notes a few weeks before alr, so I could somehow rmb the facts.

AND THANKS MUM FOR HELPING ME WITH HISTORY! Haha i guess I should really thank my mummy for thurs and fri, she came home early to help me with my rev. Like test me all the stuff and make sure I can rmb the facts correctly and everything. I asked my sister to help me and she's so engrossed in her phone can!

Urgh sister's PSLE is over and she's going out every single day :( So lucky sia!!! ~~but no i still don't like the fact that you talk to some stupid guy every single night and don't care about me anymore.~~

:(

Still wide awake... don't know what to do. Don't wanna mug at this hour & I can't log into twitter/facebook cause my sister went to genting and my password's with her...

haiz I think this year's birthday for me will be -______________________- (sian face)
it's the FIRST day we're going to check our papers.
What if I scored super badly
then I cried
then my mood got totally destroyed
AND i still have to stay back in school for some stuff.
So sad I want my birthday to be a holiday :( I don't want results on my birthday
*SPAMS SAD FACES*

oh and another thing I'm quite excited abt :))) I might be going to China for some leadership camp with amanda :D WELL it's not confirmed yet cause my parents might not allow me to go. Apparently no teachers from NY are going and my parents are scared.

I NEVER WENT TO CHINA BEFORE!!!!!!!!! :D

Omg wait, Macau is a part of China!!! :O Haha ok I didn't know that.......
ok fine I went to China before :(

aiya but still! It's so cool to travel overseas without my parents lor hahaha (hi dad and mum if you see this, don't emo) :DDD

lalala ok i think i should go to sleep now!!!! Such a long post :) YAY

Everything's just the same

2011-09-27T19:05:00.001+08:00

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard

K. I don't really know how to explain myself but I'll just let tumblr pics do the talking. Really scared that I'll get into trouble for typing this post........ but I really really really need to let it out. it's bothering me for so long and every single time I type out a post about you, I'll end up deleting it cause i'm scared of...

I'm such a coward.

"When you see someone & wish you were still as close to them as you once were."
"I miss you, I really do. But it wouldn't change a thing if I were to say that to you."
"I admit, I really miss how things used to be. But I can also admit, that I've accepted the fact that things have changed."

I hope I really won't get into any trouble typing this....... I don't expect anything to change, I'm just letting out all my feelings i've been hiding for so long. i hope nothing bad happens........

Congratulations my dear.

2011-09-02T19:14:00.003+08:00

Remember there was once I said that my mum would consider transferring me to RV if my sister got into RV?

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well, she just got into RV by DSA. So congratulations my dear sis!

and nah, i'm not going to transfer cause nanyang is awesome ttm! :) but well I still can't stop thinking

"WHAT IF I CHOSE RV INSTEAD?"

but of course, if I were to choose RV that time, I would be thinking

"WHAT IF I CHOSE NANYANG INSTEAD?"

Trolololololol. Well, just gotta appreciate everything I have right now!!!

JPS

2011-09-01T23:22:00.001+08:00

FRIENDSHIP

Going back JPS was an awesome choice. I MISS THAT SCHOOL SO MUCH!!!

Okay so today's events really deserve a post!!!! I'm typing at 11:35 and I should be sleeping on my bed right now. BUT I've got so many things to say & i'm really scared i'll forget if I don't post today!

OKAY so..... Today's TEACHERS' DAY!!! I prepared cards for some teachers. and the biggest one goes to MISS TEO CHINWEN! Cause I think she really really deserves it.

She's not an ordinary math teacher. Sometimes when half of the class doesn't do work, I'll feel damn bad inside. And yes, what she said might be true. It seems like SHE'S the only one making the effort :( Quite sad... and plus I think we should really appreciate her for these 2 years. Best teacher ever :(

Hmm and another teacher I REALLY LOVE. Miss Janice! Idk if i'll ever get to be taught by her again or anything.. but she's my TE teacher and I really owe her BIG TIME. She was so patient with me okay, I swear. :( She's not only a nice teacher but she's the NICEST PERSON I'VE EVER MET.

One day, before the juniors came in, when TE only had me, shiyao and clarie, I was feeling really down and she asked me what happened in school. & nah, nothing much happened really. not to me at least, but it was a friend. So i told her everything and she was SO UNDERSTANDING and nice and she gave me advices, telling me to cheer up and there wasn't any reason to be sad & everything. :( I miss her so much asdfghjkl.

i'm getting emotional ;_;

okay uhm back to point. so TEACHERS' DAY PERFORMANCE WAS -wow- AMAZINGGG. Hehehehe super retarded but super funny and interesting la!! :) woohoo.

After performance, went to bus stop to meet the HCI people and juniors :) Then we waited for claudia, lixin and shiyao. And around 16 of us (from hci and ny) went back together!! SO COOL RIGHTZ. heh one big gang consisting of our batch (hci+ny) and sec ones (hc+ny) :D

Met wen and tiffy there and after that more people came~ Met some teachers along the way too~~ But hey actually I only met like .. 4? :( i guess part of the reason was because we had no gifts so it would be quite.. awkward and paiseh to go find the teachers empty-handed?? Hahahha.

OH ANDDDDDD~ we took a group photo!!!!!!!!!! I CANT BELIEVE IT (considering the fact that we have never really taken any informal class photo or anything beforeeee)

IT WAS SO HARD TO GET EVERYONE TOGETHER!! and this isn't the full 'class' photo :( Some people weren't inside.. /sadface/

hehh after taking photos, went to JP with sham and allergik :3 after eating yoghurt and buying lunch, we went home~ (pretty sad I didn't talk much with sham this time cause she needed to go home early! but i know there'll surely be a next time so yay)

Then aft eating lunch I went back to JP to meet xy, gek, wen, lychee, clau and ayl :) Did some random stuff and walked around JP aimlessly~ Later on, went to the playing area outside the library with clau, xy and gek to play. hahaha. childhood memories ftw!!!

anyway i really love my teachers and friends. what would I be like, without them, I wonder? That thought is just depressing :'(

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walk out.
A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.
Best friend is someone who knows all about you and loves you anyway.
Good friends are like stars…. You don’t always see them, but you know they are always there.

To the teachers~
Without you, we would have been lost. Thank you teacher for guiding us, inspiring us and making us what we are today.
A good teacher is like a candle - it consumes itself to light the way for others.

Life's gooood~

2011-08-28T12:11:00.002+08:00

Most of the shadows of our lives are caused by our standing in our own sunshine.

HI! I'm back after a long while and hmmm life's good I guess? :)

Haha what should I update about.... haha okay random stuff.

These few weeks I've been 'angry' with jane zhao. hahaha it's quite fun to be angry with her actually.... LOL it's just that you'll get some punch from her at times x)

oh and on friday, I GOT MY 44 HOURS OF CIP!!! YAYEEEEEEEZ. Before that, I was spamming sabrina cause we actually planned to go LAA together to return the tin cans and everything but she didn't pick up :( Haha so I just decided to help her return first, and guess what, SHE FELL ASLEEP THAT'S WHY SHE DIDNT PICK UP HER PHONE HAHAHA. I thought something bad happened to her or something.

HAHA anw I guess all the searching for volunteers and streetsales were worth it!! And i'm so grateful to all those people who participated in the streetsales tooooo! Haha must credit Sophia from 110! she invited around 10 of her friends along :DD

Block test results. Ermm I feel that I didn't do good this time round.. I got like 2As and 4Bs.. but actually I'm not really that sad cause I knew I didn't study hard. So I wasn't expecting good results either. Oh well.

Gotta work hard for eoys!

CCA! Main ensemble's really different from training ensemble.. They play like 2times the speed :O But I think cca isn't that bad AS OF NOW :) I haven't got scolded YET. :D Anyway we're having cca break all the way till after eoys. HALLELUJAH

Yesterday's church service!! :) It was SO COOLZZZ. I was late because my mum drove me there and we couldn't find the building. But anyway I managed to reach there in the end :) And guess what ASEY WAS BEHIND ME! So coincidental!! didn't expect to see her there xD Haha I guess there are quite a number of nygh girls in hogc :) Regine, Rachel, Symphony, Tiffany, Natacia, Asey and more!! & Tricia is coming to NYGH through gym!! :) So happy for her!

Kk lots of things happened but I'm tired to list all. So byebye!! :)

OH WAIT I FORGOT TO MENTION

kimberly chia is damn pretty hahahahahah

okay fine I should stop..

she's so lucky ;(

okay bye!

30 day challenge!!

2011-08-15T22:18:00.002+08:00

30 Day Challenge

1: Five ways to win your heart
2: Something you feel strongly about
3: A book you love
4: Bullet your whole day
5: Things you want to say to an ex
6: Your views on mainstream music
7: Five pet peeves
8: What you ate today
9: How important you think education is
10: Put your iTunes on shuffle and list the first ten songs that play
11: Your family..
12: Five guys whom you find attractive
13: Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it
14: What you wore today
15: Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality
16: Something you always think “what if..” about
17: Something that you’re proud of
18: A problem that you have had
19: Five items you lust after
20: Your fears
21: How you hope your future will be like
22: Your academics
23: Something that you miss
24: Five words/phrases that make you laugh
25: Something that you’re currently worrying about
26: Things you like and dislike about yourself
27: A quote you try live by
28: Somewhere you’d like to move to, or visit
29: Five weird things that you like
30: One thing you’re excited for

Heh okay I FINALLY found this 30-day challenge that I saw like quite a long time ago. Haha!! So here goes.

Day 1: Five ways to win your heart

1: Cheer me up. Haha. Yes, cheering someone up is the nicest thing you can do!!! I believe it'll make two people really close and make them know each other more.

2: Be yourself. Isn't it super fake if the guy is very mean to his guy friends and then very nice to you? Anyway I think the best way to win someone's heart is to just be YOURSELF and do not ACT. When the girl finds out that you weren't what she thought you were, then things will go downhill.

3: Long letters. :) Haha I don't mind it in email (although some people may say it's unromantic or something?) but I think that if you show that you put in effort in writing it, then it's enough to show the girl you care!!

4: Ermmmm..........................................

Don't be shy..? I want a guy who'll come up to me and say "HI". and not just hide in one corner :(

5: Spammage. HAHAHA okay fine this is sooooo weird. I like spammers i don't know why!!

okay i finished DAY 1!! :)

I'm looking forward to "How important you think education is", "Your zodiac/horoscope", "Something you always think "what if..." about", "A problem that you have had", "Your fears", "How you hope your future will be like", "Something that you miss", "Five words/phrases that make you laugh", "A QUOTE YOU TRY TO LIVE BY(!!!!!!)" and EVERYTHING ELSE

This is the BEST 30-day challenge I found!!! (: most of the others are like, common topics and stuff, and also repetitive.

haha I got back history today and guess what???

I DIDNT FAIL. THANK GOD. I PRAYED REALLY HARD.

Haha it isn't really good... but it's more than what I expected so YAY.

Oh and physics! I got A1 :) Once again, Above my expectations. So I'm really happy for that :))

I hope i'll do okay for the rest of the papers!

BACK

2011-08-11T19:42:00.012+08:00

HELLO MY FRIENDS! I'M BACK!

I haven't been updating and I even closed down this blog because I wanted to change the skin and then I was so busy so it was "under construction" for quite a period of time :) hahaha sorry, i didn't bother to explain also so yeah...

but yay i am back :D I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO SAY!!! I don't know where to start!

Okay....

1) Block tests are over :) this is the period when we should be getting back our results.... I hate getting back results btw :/ Argh I got like a near A2 for chinese! honestly i don't even know whether it's counted as A2 or B3 O.o but oh well.. Omq said I could have done better )':

And i am 100% sure i'll fail history. LIKE REALLY BAD. not 11/22. Not 10/22. I guess my mark will something be like...

3/22 . lol if i really get that i'll laugh my head off.

2) Brought Estee and sister to church :) Super proud of myself as they were really inspired and touched :) They want to go back so bad!!! but they've got psle coming up so they can't :(

3) Last friday! :) Went to watch the volleyball match! And nanyang won the finals!!! WE ARE AWESOME! super proud of my school~ Hahaa it was quite exciting but sadly Tina wasn't playing :( But the other volleyball girls played really well ~

volleyball is such a cool sport 8D

After that we went to orchard central to eat coldstone! And after that we went to EXPLORE orchard central :D it's super cool i swear! There is a total of 12 floors :D and there's a roof garden on top :D haha sab told us there was a 13th floor so me and yijie kept making up ghost stories to scare her that 13th floor was HAUNTED. HAHAHAHA and she probably went to the HAUNTED FLOOR, that's why we couldn't find it x)

Mystery of the 13th floor x) teeheee.

oh and we're so lame. Haha okay maybe it's just me.

"You're so lame! I can't stand you!"

"You're even lamer! Can't even stand!"

HAHAHAHA we kept repeating that with each other. Retardedness XD

4) Saturday. Went for my 5th service!! :) There wasn't a lot of people that day cause most of them went to usher for Festival of Praise (FOP) so the church looked quite different that dayy hahaha. We sat on the 2nd row so Priscilla was telling us to build up the atmosphere cause it all depends on the first few rows!! HAHA our whole row was jumping and I kept making eye contact with tricia when jumping. :D she's so cuteee!!! HAHA

5) Monday. National day celebrations!! :) It was quite fun. Haha we learnt Jai Ho in the morning. but our class wasn't really attentive lol :b and i finally managed to introduce myself to agatha's jap buddy. HAHAHA she's so pretty~ but she went back already! *spams sad faces*

Aft that we sang songs and stuff. hahaha quite funn :D then after that Cheng hui suddenly had a leg cramp!! So yeah BEING HER MOST AWESOME AND SUITABLE ARM REST, i supported her back to class XD

Yay then after that seishea, jane zhao, yijie, sab, angeline and I went to taka to buy CANDIES from candylicious! :) Super awesome shop. GO CHECK IT OUT MANZ~ I bought jelly beans for cheng hui :) yayeez!!

Then we went orchard central (for the second time~) and we took the long long elevator again 8D

After that we went to angeline's house to play and we pic-spammed. ^^

6) Tuesday. NATIONAL DAY! :D Being a singaporean, yeah it's my bithday tooooo! haha love singapore :)

Yes, well maybe there are many more beautiful places in the world, but Singapore is my home, and will always be ^^

7) Wednesday. Went to orchard central AGAIN!! haha to eat Cold stone (AGAIN!!) hahahah this time with church friends, Peiyi, crystal, kirsten, grace, melissa and pris, to study :) And there's breakfast offer at Coffee Bean. very nicee!!! (Y)

Then we went to church to continue studying cause melissa, grace and pris needed to go there for some meeting :) Over there we met Rachel and Regine!! :) yay my seniors are awesome!! :D haha they were cutting some korean words for Dr Kim who's coming to our church this Friday. She's the pastor of the BIGGEST church in the world! how coool!

8) TODAY. Well it was okay. I survived the 3rd day in ME. but the last 2 hours we went back to TE to have practice with Miss janice cause they had some guitar workshop. so cool lehhh i wanna learn guitar too!

and .... i screwed up my LA portfolio. it's seriously screwed, idw to talk about it D: just hope the teacher won't fail me?

yes i love you teacher, bu yao fail me please!!!!!!

*off to do some work!*

Motivation

2011-07-25T00:17:00.005+08:00

Hey :) I know it's late but I HAVE SO MANY THINGS IN MY HEAD RIGHT NOW!!!! I need to burst it out so well I thought blogger is the best place to do so xD

Well yesterday (saturday) I went to church for the 3rd time!! :) Before that, I was crying... because of some stuff most of you guys won't understand... Haha but anyway I was talking to my dad and everything, (AND NOPE he didn't scold me!! He was giving me life lessons AGAIN) yeah and I cried.

Found out I needed motivation to work hard if not i'll be nobody.

Lol and my mood was immediately lifted up after service :) And it was SO AMAZING~~ Service was SO relevant to my life.

I love God (: It feels much better to know that he's there with me. Life isn't a bed of roses so there will be problems here and there but we gotta stay strong and NOT escape from our problems.

Yep. I was ON THE VERGE OF GIVING UP...

okay so anyway. Something else on my mind right now - MEMORIES.

Hehe i was looking through all the photos we took last year and I really miss them D;

Can i say everything I want to here? okay so here goes.....

Last year, all of us were so innocent and all of us would always go recess together and come up to lesson together and everything.

T.O.G.E.T.H.E.R. 8-letter words mean A LOT man!!!

But now we don't. Everyone's so busy D;

I hope we'll relive all the memories again. Like hopefully after block tests or something? Then we'll take all the awesome pictures again and everything.

/prays

Most recent to less recent (:

thinking question: WHY IS EVERYONE SO BUSY?!?!?!?!?!?!

bye :)

Busy weekend!

2011-07-10T22:39:00.002+08:00

HELLO!! :) I'm back here to update because I'm sure I won't have time during the weekdays. And my memory isn't so good as well, so I can't wait till next week to post.

SATURDAY

Heh a super meaningful day I guess (: Well it started off with violin lesson... and urgh we tried all the vibrato and everything again.

Then i went to church with symphony ^-^ Met her at paya lebar (Yes I know HOGC is damn far!!) and we went to KFC to drink something before service. I think service was quite cool that day :D Plus I met this really nice girl Charlotte who accompanied me to receive the prayer ^-^

Then after that we had church outing to parkway parade. Symphony couldn't go D: but I still went x) Then I got to know a lot of people!!! HAHA it's really cooooool. But I suck in remembering names. D;

Then after dinner we just played monopoly deal in the food court x) I didn't really know how to play actually!! Grace helped me throughout the whole thing lolol. xD

And then OH YEAH~ Went back to church to play!!! hahaa and grace, pei yi and I talked a lot while waiting to go home x) And I bought my FIRST bible !! :D

Then I went home with Pei Yi (: she's really nice hahaha. NEW BEST FRIEND :D We click very well MUAHAHAHA ;)

Well that day was just simply AWESOME~ (: I really like church and the people there although it was only my 2nd day there :D

SUNDAY

WELL a totally tiring day with lots of travellingggggggg. but at least i managed to meet guy best friend allergik hahahaa. well i'm lazy to talk about today. it's funny + tiring + confusing and everything!!!!

WELL TOMORROW IS THE START OF A NEW WEEK (: And i'm going out with church friends tomorrow for dinner + icecream hohoho. *EXCITED* :D

Think before speaking

2011-07-08T18:17:00.004+08:00

Everything sounds so right. UNTIL I READ THE LAST LINE: eat your veggies and I started laughing like crap hahahaha. but I do eat veggies la! LOL i love veggies. My brother doesn't eat though.

okay so anyway school has been quite interesting these 2 weeks (:

i'll just update randomly!!!!!

1) New seating arrangement. I'm sitting beside Huiyu now. :D With Qiujia too!! ^^ Really awesome I think. Haha it's just that i'll miss jane & our retarded stuff sometimes and WE ARE SITTING IN THE FIRST ROW. D;

2) Church! :) Well the first time I went to symphony's church was 2 weeks ago. And the people there are really really nice & friendly!! (: Service was really cool. And Heart of God church is quite different from the one I went (sabrina's one) :D Well firstly HOGC is really big!!! And it's like a concert x) With all the stage and cameras and all. :)

but i'm kind of sad... I think a lot of people in class can't go church because of their parents D: Well some people just DON'T WANT to give it a try ); I can't force them of course.. I guess I'm just disappointed...

3) Funfair. WELL i was quite excited for it then BAM i had PSL duty (to take care of NYPS kids). Wah I had to follow them around. Although they were quite cute... but I think they didn't really like each other :x They were divided into 2 groups and they always disagreed with each other :x So I'll have 1 group playing haunted house, the other going to buy food etc.

in the end I lost 2 of them D; I told them they can go find food and COME BACK SOON, but they didn't come back after a very long time D;

But in the end they still came back to me la (; hahaha.

4) Miss Lim came to talk to us today. I think because she's our level head so yeap... Anyway she talked to us about class spirit and all....

All I can say is

201 HAS CLASS SPIRIT.

It's just that....

-secret-

Something I don't want to say here.

5) We measured our heights today.... I got kind of sad in the end D; Cause i'm the shortest. And I guess I'll always be the shortest... I know everyone likes to make fun of me because of that, but sometimes I get upset because of that :/

I just want to hit 160cm D; That's enough for me.. REALLY :(

Well but I think I have the short genes. My dad's around 170 and my mum's 154.. So yeah they aren't really tall ... :( But you know what, my sister's gonna be taller than me soon. LIKE VERY SOON. she's as tall as me now. :(

(I know you guys will just laugh at me again because of this D: )

6) COUPLE WALLET WITH CLARIE!! HEHEHEHE I WANNA THANK CLARIE FOR BUYING ALL THE STICKERS AND STUFF. she's SUPER awesome.

Forever is clarie's. Always is mine x)

Lol anywayyy!!!! :)

I have been teasing my mum with "Yo Mama So Fat" jokes and I think she's pissed with me x) HEHEHE in the fun way I mean! She'll throw pillows and stuff at me and we'll end up having pillow/soft toy fight. She's damn retarded FYI. (Maybe that's where I got my genes from)

OKAY BYEEEE :) i'm going to practise violin now. I'm going for violin lesson tomorrow, then church, then collect CIP merchandise, then family gathering. Busy day tomorrow! BYE! :D

Gay rights?

2011-07-02T22:22:00.001+08:00

I support lesbians, gays, bisexual and transgender people.

I think it's a really touching video!

Funfair!

2011-07-01T20:19:00.003+08:00

Good friends are like stars…. You don’t always see them, but you know they are always there.

HELLOOOOO (: it feels nice to be back here again.

Anyway Term 3 started and I'm having a positive attitude here yeah! Well I think it'll be a really fast term :( That's kinda sad. cause eoys will be here and 201 will have to separate and everything..

Okay so anyway today's funfair was ___ (insert your own adjective hereeee)

LOL so anyway I went to school as per normal and then while we were preparing the stall, my senior called me to do some PSL duty- TO TAKE CARE OF NYPS KIDS. Lolololololololololol.

I love kids but that was seriously not the time to take care of them LOL.

but anyway

I lost them.

I DUNNO HOWWW :( 3 of them went into the haunted house and 2 didn't want to go in, so they said they'll walk around the second level and come back. Then they did not come back at all!!! :( So when the other 3 came out of the haunted house, I just told them to meet at audi. Then I didn't follow them anymore.

LOL. but in the end the 2 lost kids still came back to me MUAHAHAHA. ^-^

After that me and seishea and others just went to loiter around places lol. And we bought some food from 206 with yijie. Wow their queue was damn long!!!!

After that was some cca stuff and I found myself talking to Shu en about everything again in the bus ^^ You know I LOVE TALKING TO HER. haha she really makes my day better!!

Even if we arent together

2011-06-24T23:45:00.002+08:00

EVEN IF WE ARENT TOGETHER

Can we have late night conversations, even if we’re not together?
Can I hold your hand in public, even if we’re not together?
Can I buy you cute outfits and dress you up, even if we’re not together?
Can I be the one you wake up and fall asleep to, even if we’re not together?
Can I tell you my problems, even if we’re not together?
Can I have you all to myself, even if we’re not together?
Can I call you mine, even if we’re not together?
Can I?

#viatumblr

Idk why but this is the nicest post i've ever seen on tumblr (: LOL I like this a lot but nope it doesn't refer to anyone.

OMG

2011-06-14T23:48:00.005+08:00

GUESS WHAT!!

Rebecca black is in Katy Perry's new music video!

She appears at around 1:46?

WOW so cool right. LOL. I think rebecca's not that bad after all.. ^^ BUT I LOVE KATY!

haha that's all. oh anyway. I cut bangs. Lol :p

Another proper post!

2011-06-14T18:51:00.003+08:00

Another proper post! :)

This time, I'm going to say about the holidays :D WELL... WHAT IS HOLIDAY WHEN I HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY IN THE MORNING TO GO TO SCHOOL HUH :(

It's not even like a holiday! bishhh :/

But i'm still glad that I get to sleep until 12 on certain days. AHAHA.

OKAY SO...............................................

I shall talk about what I did during these 2 weeks?!?

Hahahah wts okay I shall start >)

1) I baked cupcakes!!!

Heh no pictures but I baked it with my sister. And it was so tasty luh. But the icing destroyed everything... So I was quite upset... I guess we're not that experienced in decorating yet, so yeah.... Haha (: But it was fun! We didn't use any electronic mixer or what. All with OUR OWN HANDS (: It requires effort y'know!

2) CCA + day camp!

I love cca!!! Just that I HATE waking up in the morning. HATE x1000000.

But anyway MY JUNIORS ARE DAMN CUTE HEHEHEHEHE. And ying qi and clara together is just ADORABLE OKAYYYY~ I shall take a photo next time. damn cute omg !!!

and day camp was fun! :D Day 1 was amazing race. Well I guess the highlight was the box with mealworms inside :/ We didn't know so we just stuck our hand inside to collect our clues & stuff. Felt kinda grossed out later on. But then actually it was just the dead skin la ;) hahaha I think.. Well SOMEBODY told me (I forgot who)

well i pray that it's just the dead skin... :x

3) SLEEP.

BEST PART OF THE HOLIDAYS I SWEAR ;D nono. Going out is the best part. BUT HEHE sleeping comes second!!! I LOVE SLEEPING~! I can never get enough sleep with school. teehee

4) Going out with friends ;D

Well although I missed the 5E`08 class outing... (cause of CCA), I still managed to catch up with some primary school friends ;D and go out with some other friends as well hoho. So i'm happy for thatt!!

5) MACAU TRIP!!!

YAY I love travelling!!! Singapore is boring .. LOL SO YEAP I AM HAPPY. Leaving for Macau on this thurs night. And i'm coming back on wednesday morning? :D Kinda excited!

6) Picking up piano. :/ which is kinda failing :(

ANYWAY THIS PIANO PIECE IS SUPER NICE ^^

Play that song.

And open this in another tab. http://www.rainymood.com/

AWESOME RIGHT?

OKAY THAT'S ALL! I did quite a lot in the holidays and I'm lazy to write everything!

Happy holidays!!

And remember to do homework!! ;D (reminder to myself too)

OKAYYY~ I'm going to start History assignment now ^-^

Boarding school experience post ^^

2011-06-09T15:03:00.014+08:00

HELLOOOO, This is so late but I just want a whole post for Boarding school experience so yeap ;)

Anyway...

This was week 1 I think! All of them brought soft toys except for me LOL

ANYWAYYY the super big bear belongs to seishea chang!

Nasi lemak?

PLUTO 8D

Ehhh the toilet :/

WE GOT THE ROOM WITH BALCONY!!!!

Seishea's and sabrina's beds

First day ! (that's why the room was so clean)

I know bse ended like damn long ago, but it's still the best experience ever!!! :)

The things I miss:
1) All the late night talks...
2) All the times when sabrita woke us up in the morning (BEST alarm clock ever!!) ...
3) All the group sharing...
4) All the outdoor activities...
5) All the LAUNDRY (I found out I can do my own laundry!!! But that doesn't mean I'm going to do it at home LOL)....

OH AND MOST IMPORTANTLY...

6) Friday's International Night.

Well I went for the dialogue session. And it's super nice okay I swear x10000000

I miss them D; You can just say everything on your mind and not fear getting judged. Cause half of them are strangers, half of them are from NYGH but not from our class. Chenghui's in the same group as me but I trust her (: So yeap

I miss that ;/ You can go in feeling sad but come out of the room feeling damn hyper/touched. GAHHHH~ and I admire Francy the best. Idk if I spelt her name correctly... but she's this really strong girl that doesn't fear getting judged (: I don't know where all her confidence and courage came from, but YEAH i admire her a lot!!! (: She's an Asian in Canadian international sch fyi.

7) MY GROUP! + miss lim guat ha (:
I'm in group 6 with a lot of other awesome people like eirena, amanda lo, nicole, li ting, jia qian, joyce, the three beauties ( Yu xi, Yuan Zhen and Li Lian) and last but not least... My roommate agatha (: They are awesome k! :D

And miss lim is quite nice. I didn't really know her before this BSE, but I just realised she's a nice person. And she was quite emo on the last day... D; Nobody seems to appreciate what she did for BSE... I think she put in a lot of effort into it you know! She seems like a stressed person but she still cares a lot for the group.

So yeap I'm grateful for that!!! But idk if it's good that the level head knows my name now? :/ it's kinda dangerous you see :(

8) Crossing the zebra-crossing to go to school and go back to boarding.

It only takes 5 mins? LOL. I take 1 hour to go home -_- (mmmmmm that sucks fyi!)

1 whole month of boarding makes me miss home at some point or another too :/ Lol and I miss my sister the most T^T ASDFGHJKL don't tell her this.. but she's the most important person in my life I can say.... :D

LOL done (: I think i learnt quite a lot about myself and my friends through BSE! SO YEPPO I LOVE BSE.

PS: I have a lot of other photos but I'm lazy to upload! So go to sabrina's facebook album kkk ;)

oh i forgot to mention!!!

2011-05-28T15:15:00.003+08:00

Oh i forgot to say...

NANYANG STRING ENSEMBLE GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS :D hehehe. HCI too! HCJC too! So it's TRIPLE GWH. :DDD

and nygh got 8 gwh + 1 silver(band) this year :D i'm so proud of my sch hahaha :D

June holidays!!!

2011-05-19T14:50:00.003+08:00

19 May-

HELLO! I haven't updated my blog for like 3 weeks already. A lot of things happened! I just didn't have time to update ..

And did I mention how sucky Boarding school's internet is? And I can't even connect to the internet in the prep hall!! That's why prep time sucks. cause currently, it's the period to complete all SIAs, so prep time isn't helping cause you can't discuss with your group mates there. And my situation's worse cause I can't even connect to the internet.

But boarding is fun ^-^ Kinda sad that it's ending this saturday o.o

28 May (edit)-

HEY HO! Lots of stuff to update about (:

1) JUNE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE. I mean like WOOHOOOHOO. now I can finally relax and sleep 12 hours a day ? (hopefully!)

2) SABBATICALS. Motion effects + Chinese News Theatre. I'm kinda glad chinese news theatre is over now! I don't really like it LOL. But motion effects was kinda fun and slack. x)

3) BOARDING SCHOOL. I'll update a post about it later x)

4) CIP. I'm coordinator for this streetsales thingy tomorrow and I wanna say thanks to all my volunteers. AND my junior is damn awesome okay <3 Sophia got 10 other friends along. OMG :D :D

But you know what :( I have to lug everything to clementi mrt tomorrow. So sad. :(

Heh plans for the june holidays:

1) STUDY! ESPECIALLY SCIENCE. :D My parents want me to aim for math and science class so yupp!! Working towards that. :x

2) EXERCISE. And try to convince parents to let me and sis take up tennis classes?! Cause tennis is so cool hahaha ^-^ Oh and CYCLE LONG DISTANCE!!!!! MY GOAL 8D

3) Practise violin and try to pick up some piano again :D

4) BAKE!!! I just realised the oven at home is working HAHAHA. okay jk, i didn't know it was an oven :/

5) HAVE FUN AND PLAY!!!!!

OKAY I'm in a good mood (: BYEBYEEEE ^-^

BOARDING SCH

2011-04-24T13:30:00.002+08:00

HELLO!! Quick post before I go :D I'm moving in to boarding school today!!! ^-^ I'm quite excited! But i'll miss my family.. especially my sister. :x And I'll have to miss quite a few violin lessons! Quite scared I can't catch up actually...

but i'm looking foward yay!!!! I JUST FINISHED PACKING :D So bulky omg. Idw to lug everything there MYSELF :( Hahahehehoho.

one last thing-

On thursday, Strings will be going for their SYF. I believe they'll do their best :D And good luck to SYF team :> I hope i'll do a good job as stage manager and i hope everything will go smoothly!

2011-04-17T14:24:00.002+08:00

Damn. I hate SIAs. I hate homework. I hate this STRESS.

I hate the fact that I have to be stuck in this situation for so long. until JC. until I'm an adult. Or something.

Sometimes I just want to give up.

Sometimes I just want to not care about all those work.

but... I can't.

And these days are hard to get by especially without you...

Let's hope miracles happen. PLEASE.....

Why do I suddenly want to go to the Church so badly? I'm not even a Christian or what... :/ but I just really like the feeling when I'm in the Church.

HOLIDAYS. COME FASTER PLEASE?

Forever and ever.

2011-04-13T22:32:00.003+08:00

Love, the magician, knows this little trick whereby two people walk in different directions yet always remain side by side.

Hello! I shall update before I go to bed. ^-^ We got back Geog and Chinese today. I got A1 for geog but... B4 for chinese. I suck in Chinese T^T

And i'm prepared to fail history. I KNOW I WILL FAIL. I crapped out the whole paper. Lol.

I'm very happy cause I wanna train for 2.4 :D Idk why I love running 2.4 suddenly!!! It just feels really nice! I think I am crazy already~

ONE LAST THING THAT'S ON MY MIND:

BOARDING SCHOOL. BOARDING SCHOOL. BOARDING SCHOOL. I'm freaking exciteddddd! ^-^ Photo spam & living with your friends.

FUN FUN FUN FUN. :D

i think my life is really awesome right now!

(imy)

POSITIVITY FTW!! (:

2011-04-11T18:19:00.004+08:00

A day without you is like a day without sunshine… I miss you…

HELLO (: I WANTED TO UPDATE CAUSE I AM HYPER NOW :) When I'm hyper, my fingers will move really fast so yeah! :D

Today's clean-up @ SAC was quite epic 8D Heh me & royanne were the only sec 2s there! We went around the school to find mops. Haha and let's just say all the male cleaners kinda look the same! I couldn't recognise them :x

Haha after that Royanne, Faye and Siao shuen and I went to the library to "study". Then went home together (: Yay I was so lucky to find seniors to go home with me :D I never crossed the bridge alone before... it's kinda scary?

Anyway pictures we took last Monday (:

Oh this one is at the national museum (;

Oh did I mention about the teacher who complained about us?!? At first, she said that we could go to the cafe but it's quite costly. That's the only thing she said.

So we looked through our worksheets, didn't complete it, went out of the museum and went to the cafe to eat (although it was damn ex). Heh if you're wondering how much we spent... we spent $90 altogether LOL. But then we got scolded. :(

The teacher acted like she didn't know us when we were at the cafe luh (i swear.) I mean.. she was sitting just beside us!

Argh.. how can any field trip be fun if there are so many rules?

Oh and..

1) We are not buying teacup puppy for Seishea anymore. Her mum doesn't allow. :( So disappointed!

2) Sabbaticals, here we come! ^-^ All of us are going to choose the same thing. HAHA.

3) BSE IS COMING. The briefing's tomorrow !!! (:

4) We got back Math paper but.. i only got 52/60 :/

5) NAPFA is coming as well. No confidence (at all). I used to train for 2.4 every year. My dad will make me run a lot :x now he's busy and i'm lazy... I'm sure i'll suck :x

6) I want to have the burning passion to learn Japanese. I lost it. :x

7) I miss you. I never knew I'll miss anyone this much. :x

POSITIVITY FTW!

THE EAGLES~

2011-04-04T19:27:00.003+08:00

Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

I miss you :)

HELLLO :) Today was nice :) And I think everyone was quite shocked and surprised when they saw my hair today :x LOL honestly, I miss my natural curls~ But they're so irritating! And needs a lot of time to tidy & stuff...

Hehh and during class, me and sabrita were discussing about seishea's birthday present! :D WE'RE GOING TO BUY A TEACUP DOG.

it's something like that

(source: here )

I'm really excited!!! But I think need a lot of procedure and stuff to actually buy a dog :/ Seishea better appreciate it man! Hope she becomes so touched she criesss ! :D

oh anyway we went orchard today :) We watched The Eagles. Although I didn't really understand the front part, but overall it's quite nice!! ^-^ Me and ziling were shivering like crazy hahahaha. And the person sitting beside bobblehead is damn weird!

1) He puts his leg up onto the seat in front of him (Gross!)

2) He keeps looking and laughing at us everytime me and ziling talked/laughed.

HMPH. But anywayyyyyy~ All of us were holding our bladders for damn long (Sorry dunno how to express in other forms) so after the movie, we all chiong-ed towards the toilet. HAHAHA it was damn funny xD plus I knocked into a lady, I'M SO SORRY x1000000000000

My hair's damn weird now :/ The fringe is like too short so it's like bangs... Chao guai!

Twitter!

2011-04-01T23:37:00.004+08:00

Hi I created twitter! But just used it for like 5 minutes and I need to go sleep alr. Shall go explore more tml (: Anyway, follow @_bemystar! :D

Anyway 'bemystar' was inspired by my previous creative writing teacher, Teacher Alicia! I miss you so much and thanks for inspiring me for 6 years! You always told us to be the shining stars God wanted us to be ♥

Block tests are over!

2011-04-01T16:41:00.003+08:00

HELLO BLOCK TESTS ARE OVER (: And that's why I'm back! I'm super happy hohoho. I HATE EXAMS. It just adds on to my STRESS.

See what nanyang did to us.

OKAY SO ANYWAY! I am sitting with jane for THE THIRD TIME! SO COOL RIGHT?! I think I really have fate with her hahaha. ♥ & I'm now sitting in the middle so Heyi is on my left and Jane is on my right ;) Huiting, Joey, Bobblehead, Aigner and Sabrita surrounds me wakaka (: I like this arrangement! but I'll miss Zhiyi too! She's awesome btw~

Oh and we went to the swing today (: And we were kinda fighting for the swing :/ The swing was a gift from the sec 4s in 2010 btw :D OH AND WE SAW A CATERPILLAR and everyone started screaming hahaha.

Then tina took the leaf (which the caterpillar was one) up and a junior shouted "ARE YOU CRAZY. THAT CATERPILLAR CAN JUMP, YOU DOUCHE" I forgot her exact words but then it was awkwardly funny xD

After school, treated Maegan, sabrita, clara and seishea to bubbletea (as i promised). Haha i'm so nice (: Jkjk~

Prays that the rest of the term will be awesome (: ! And this is the SYF period, so I hope all the performing arts CCA will do nanyang proud!!! (:

♥ AND MOST IMPORTANTLY.. I HOPE STRINGS GET GWH! LOVE YOU NYSE!

Eventful hohoho.

2011-03-22T22:08:00.002+08:00

Hello today is quite a day (:

Firstly, there were some complications etc.. so someone from my group had to sacrifice herself to join Chuqiao and ruixuan. Then I did. Lol, people called me stupid after that. xD But I don't think they're that bad luh :) Ermmmm idk how to say but yeah, gotta stay positive! & thanks to people like Jane etc who offered to help me! (in one way or another :D)

Secondly, our music project is LOST. It's not in the dropbox folder!!! RAWR. Dunno where it went. I hope Mrs Ho finds it? -prays-

Thirdly, I like my cca hohoho. oh and I changed violin cause some part of my violin broke.. So my cousin lent me another violin to use :D He's going NS so he lent me HIS! Which is quite ex and specially made or something... So now my friends can't play with it anymore~ :(

And today Miss Janice didn't come :) It was quite a change and Cecilia came in to teach us. LOL then we ended up with some OBS stories etc ^-^

HOHOHO the last thing made me the happiest ;) Idk why/how!!!
A STRANGER SMILED TO MEEE (: So cute la~ I always meet her on the bus, but we don't know each other. She's a senior luh. btw she's just damn cute and yeah i love this kind of people hahaha ♥

Should I create twitter~ I'm confused !!!

March holidays don't end pleasee~

2011-03-20T17:43:00.003+08:00

► Play The Moments ▌▌ Pause The Memories ■ Stop The Pain ◄◄ Rewind The Happiness

HELLLLO :)

March holiday's ending! And I haven't finished homework ): Anyway I need a break so I came here hohoho.

I'm doing LA handout 12 ^-^ I hate writing :/ I never liked writing anyway~

EH OMG

A few girls just came to my house to give my brother a big big "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" card ;) hehehehehehehe. And they brought my brother somewhere else with his friends to celebrate ;D Hahaha so cute. Bro's birthday was 3 days ago, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KORKOR (L)

Gives me hope.

2011-03-17T16:52:00.002+08:00

OMG.
I am surprised + touched + overwhelmed.

Their teenage love is just so touching I wanna cry!!! Not like I have had any experiences before, but I always thought that teenage love is crap and all.

but. THEIR LOVE GIVES ME HOPE.

Randomly found a friend's (not telling who :P) blog and I think I just discovered the other side of her :) Everyday in school, I'll see the super hyper and happy side of her. She's like a little playful and she's really fun. :) Every girl appears to be strong and happy...

but inside? That's for you to find out.

I shall continue stalking her hohoho :>

It's FRIDAY FRIDAY

2011-03-16T23:21:00.004+08:00

HELLO. It's not Friday! But did I tell you this song's awesome???

HAHAHAHAHA. Nonono, look at the lyrics ;)

Yesterday was Thursday, Thursday
Today i-is Friday, Friday (Partyin')
We-we-we so excited
We so excited
We gonna have a ball today

Tomorrow is Saturday
And Sunday comes after ... wards

WOW!!! Brand new information!!! :D teehee. I just learnt the days of the week! *clap clap clap*

I love strings ;D

2011-03-15T22:50:00.005+08:00

HI! I shall start off as per normal. Erm, the march holidays are like ____ (insert a negative word here). Although it's time for us to REST (supposedly), I don't even feel like i'm relaxed okay. I have CCA events for 3 days, plus PSL stuff for 1 day, which means I'm only left with ONE day to enjoy.

Enjoy = A date with homework and books.

*Cries* What kind of holiday is this!!! *bangs head* Plus I can't go Mrs Soh's farewell party! That's the SADDEST part of all! But I still hope that the party will be a success and everyone will have fun there ^-^

OK.. we had Strings rehearsal @ republic poly yesterday. And nope I didn't play, i'm not in SYF team btw! Haha but I was a beginner last year, so I'm glad I don't need to be struggling or what at this point of time. :)

Oh yeahhhh, and stage crew kinda did a bad job and Mr Sze was pissed!? Apparently he thinks we're too slow... T^T

Haha and we took some photos and played around with iPhone apps :D damn cool hohoho!

Teehee I like this the best :D

ermm, I haven't really blogged for awhile and I want to write a dedication to an important friend ! ^-^

Dear friend,

I know you haven't been in a really good mood these few days. be it because of relationships/stress/cca, CHEER UP YO! All of us get those kind of feelings now and then. Just hope that you'll get over it soon.

Okay firstly, you should be happy!!! Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It just simply means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. Life isn't perfect.

Why not try to improve the situation, if not, just live with it POSITIVELY! :D

And remember to smile! A curve on your face will make everything right. ~

HEHE. this is totally random but PATRICK is so cute. SMILE LIKE HIM ALRIGHTTTT?

K BE HAPPY. cause

And dont worry! cause.. Everything will be alright in the end.

JIAYOU!

Haha -the end-

Short dedication but hope you'll feel better :)

Omg I went to library with my sis to study today T^T And I keep getting distracted idk why~ It's like...

Maybe I was just born stupid!

plus i suddenly have this weird thinking of wanting to die cause i want to go up to heaven and i want to see who cares. LOL it's seriously fun and I keep thinking about it. Is it some hint that i'll die soon or something boohoohoo joking!

Ohh and today is Sham's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SHAM! JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU and good luck ;)

SAD/GOOD? Idk.

2011-03-11T00:19:00.002+08:00

Hello! I just got cheered up but honestly, before this, I was feeling like

asdfghjkl

dunno how to describe.

Erm and i'm VERY VERY SORRY SABRITA... I SERIOUSLY MEAN IT :( Gahh, i'm like damn fail please. I suck, sorry..

Helloo I would say that today was quite eventful? & it's definitely a day to remember! First, we started out with water games. and omg, we quarreled with 211. Shall not go into details WHY, but yeah.. it kinda made some of my friends cry? And it sucks to see them crying okay, swear..

And then the next part was the fun part. HAUNTED HOUSE OMFG. it's damn fun lar! :D My group was SUPER AWESOME OKAYY! HAHAHAHA. There was this phone @ the end of the whole game, and we were supposed to answer it to get our clue. But Jane declined the phone call xD HAHAHAH. Damn epic luhhh :> We actually hung up on Adelle! So we went back to find her xD

Then some confusions here and thereeee (confidential!) heh, so my group ended up getting kidnapped too. LOL. Feels kinda sorry cause we kinda spoilt the game. :x oops..

BBQ next. The speed was like... er bullet train? NOOOO , it was like a snail okay D; Bish! And met up with some 101 people and they were saying how screwed they were, for talentime :o But I just hope they enjoy the 5 minutes on stage :) That's what that really matters anyway! :D

Campfire was last. It was super fun! but I had sore throat (AGAIN, it came back !). So I wasn't really very hyper cause I can't shout and it kinda hurts when you talk.

And then.. I started crying when my mum came to fetch me. I'm such a loser okay? Don't want to go into details why... And my mum wants me to go RV. She says if my sist gets into RV for PSLE, she'll send me there ._.

I give up. I'm sensitive and rumours really suck. So, if I don't reply.. I think you'll get it..

LSC DAY 1!

2011-03-07T20:10:00.002+08:00

Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. It means you have decided to look beyond the imperfections.

Helloo i guess today's quite nice :) It's LIFESKILLS CAMP DAY 1! Hahah and it was quite fun luhh~ We had icebreakers, and we taught classes cheers for campfire ^-^

Was actually in charge of 207. Then me and Tina went to help Jane and ziling as they were short of manpower?! :D And at first we thought 206 was quite quiet.. BUT they were counted quite hyper among all the classes alr! :D K awesomeeeee. Some other classes were like *STARE* -heck care- :/

Japanese was fun ;D Quite slack alsoo. ^-^ but then shiyun & kaiqian wanna transfer class cause they like Pang sensei more! Boohoooohoooooooo. I hope we take a Japanese class photo :D

it's the last week with Mrs Soh & Miss chua & Miss lili teo etc etc.

201 with Miss Teo! ^-^

I hope the rest of LSC will be awesome as well!? and and and..

that LSC will never be over...

Why's everyone leaving!

2011-03-06T18:01:00.002+08:00

If you love someone tell them... because hearts are often broken by words left unspoken.

hello! So long since i've updated hohoho. There's a lot of things I want to say...

MRS SOH IS LEAVING. Everyone's leaving. Miss Chua YiYi is leaving too. EVEN MRS TEO OUR AWESOME MATH TEACHER is leaving and some Miss Zhong person is coming to teach us for quite some time. Our PE teacher Miss Lili Teo is leaving too. Miss Ong meiqing is going off for some time also.

Why!?? ARGH. At the start of the year, I was thinking

Awesome! We have the BEST teachers ever!

And even my seniors and other friends were like "OMG you guys are SO damn lucky!"

But now? Guess everything's going to be over. Haiz, disappointed ttm.

Oh ! And another thing!

SUPER SUPER ASDFGHJKL -IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE OMG- :D

Allergik's brother got the top in SINGAPORE for A levels. OMG!!! I feel so proud although he's not my brother and idk him really well. But HEY Jurong primary pride xD SO PRO LA OMG!

Oh and my brother is in Student Council now xD Hahahah so cool 8D Although idk if he'll get super super busy and stuff.. Then it'll be scary..

Oh and and on thursday, my sis signed up for Elite tuition ^-^ And Mr Kain still remembers me ! :D YAY. Idk how! Hahaha and he still remembers my PSLE index no. LOL. I don't even remember it myself xD

Then on Friday, we stayed back to do Music Project. But then we couldn't find our files in the Dropbox so we couldn't do. And plus the teacher's com requires password ! :( So zzzzz. But anyway me and qingyuan had a fun time laughing like crazy hehehe. BOBBLEHEAD AND CLARA HENG are damn funny pls! -inserts hearts- :D

Next week is Lifeskills camp! Kinda excited and I hope it'll last forever! I don't want block tests to come seriously... ): I can't study... My mum said that.. :( And I admit it alright.

i'm happy (:

i love you~

All I need is you.

2011-02-27T16:03:00.004+08:00

A smile is a curve that sets everything straight. ~Phyllis Diller

helloo, these few days i've been super busy and tired~ hehh I shall just tell you what happened on wednesday bah :D

Okayyy , I skipped Japanese because of Student Investiture rehearsal (not pon I swear!). Haha it was kinda fun and made a few new friends there :D And it was the first time I learnt the student leader pledge! :D

After that, we went back to the classroom and slacked around for awhile. Then it started raining and it was around 4? So I suggested we tell ghost stories cause it's raining + the school's damn quiet >) Hahahah so Ziling, Jane, Qingyuan, Bobblehead, Ahma and Tina were there. (I didn't miss out anyone did i o.o )

Haha super funny! And ziling always spoil everything de HAHAHAH damn funny. Once was when Jane was telling us a story, then Ziling poked me then I screamed which made everyone scream too. Then when we were telling another ghost story, and all of us were listening like SUPER attentively, ziling's phone rang HAHAHAHA. Then we were all screamed again. :P

Hahahah :D Then we walked around in a big group cause we were all super scared. xD

Then on Thurs, we shared a lot of jokes here and there :3 Oh and we played a lot of guessing games! Like black magic etc. Me and Chenghui managed to crack the black magic game, AWESOME :D hahaha

Was sick on Friday because I had slight fever in the morning. But when I woke up, it's gone :D So I went for Japanese test in the afternoon (: Hahh and we were supposed to hand in a lot of homework that day! And I was so lucky I didn't go to school :D Yay :P

kay i'm studying about alleles now T^T Don't understand anything D: I want huanyu's intelligence!!!

Hello kitty polaroid! :D damn cute (:

Yuan mao guan ^-^

2011-02-22T16:58:00.004+08:00

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why its called the present.

HELLO! I know the picture doesn't go well with the quote there. But I really like this picture (: I love rapunzel yay!

Haha life's currently awesome right now. And this week is gonna rock okay! Although it's super busy luh... I have student leader investiture duty for the next 2 days. no idea what to do also :/

Hehhhhh we stayed back to watch Dante's Peak yesterday xD It's quite scary? But nice luh :D Favourite part is when the little children drive the car to fetch their grandma :P That part is so cute k!

And today we went to yuan mao guan in chinatown :D Haha before that we went to 7-11 and it was damn epic luh! xD Bought a lot a lot of stuff to eat >)

After that we went to yuan mao guan and it was quite okay xD VERY SCARY ALSO. Well if you go there alone, it's like a haunted house. :o Omg! but I'm SO BRAVE so I wasn't scared at all :P

oh! and there was an old lady that took the train with us. haha cause she didn't know how to take the mrt I guess. :/ Not very sure also. But she kept talking to me in hokkien! then i'm like urh huhh -nods head without understanding a single thing- . Then I regretted doing that cause she thought I understood Hokkien so she continued on and on and on and on.

And she asked "Nanyang 全部都是 zha bor 是吗?" LOL. -nods- Eeyer it feels damn weird saying my school is filled with zha bors lor! LOL.

Hmmm idk whether I should create twitter.. heard that it's quite addictive & stuff ._.

k byeeee ! (:

AW MAN~

2011-02-18T23:44:00.003+08:00

“Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving” - Albert Einstein

HELLO. Next week is gonna be busy. Geog quiz, Bio Quiz, Science SIA Proposal Form, Chinese SIA Proposal Form, Science SPA, etc etc >( Plus cca's really tough for me right now...

but it's okayy (: let's be positive yo!!! :D This week was quite nice wakakaka. And i'm kinda excited for LSC! :DDD but i'm so scared our campfire will screw up :/ BUT NO IT WONT cause we're awesome like that xD Haha and did I tell you 211 is a super guai class? They're so different from us :/ They give a lot of suggestions, and our class is like *silence* ROFL.

CAMPFIRE SONGS ARE THE LOVE. HAHA super nice k :D we were singing a lot of songs in the morning, HAHAHA. xD

& now the rubiks cube craze is currently in my class again ._. Haha i remember we used to play it in primary school. But now I forgot the last part! And i used to learn from this website: http://www.rubikssolver.com/ . But now you need money to unlock the last 2 steps. So stupid right GAHH! just after 2 years y'know! *curse* plus my method's different from the others LOL.

:D BE HAPPPY! :D I'm excited for BSE!!!! ^-^

Happy valentines!

2011-02-13T22:46:00.003+08:00

Happiness is the soundtrack of my life.

HELLO! :D

It's valentines day tomorrow! EXCITED?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

Nah, it's just a simple & typical day just like any other yah. :/

-sighs-

but anyway! :D I'm very happy today. Cause my cousins are amazingggg (; and i love Care! (Yeap that's her name! So cool 8D ) She's SO cute. I want to pinch her cheeks but at the same time i'm scared i'll crush her. She just looks so... fragile? AIYA damn cute !!!!!!

HAHAHA. And today i touched a dog? :D I'm so HAPPY! I dont dare to touch animals de.. (erm if you didn't know). BUT HEY. Today i touched one ^-^ -clap clap-!

HAHAHA and I played Wii today :DD quite retarded at some points but HEY it's damn fun okay!

TODAY IS JUST PLAIN AWESOMEEE ^-^ Plus i bought violin strings & stuff!!! And I'm really happy cause my parents are very supportive of me learning violin ^-^ They were like "you must learn it properly okay. I paid a lot of money~ Must be hardworking okay"

:D I'm really happy and I wanna work hard ^-^

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGA!!

You'll always be the one.

2011-02-09T19:49:00.004+08:00

"Life is a great bundle of little things."

HELLO! I've got like a lot of things in mind (to post) this week. But didn't have the time. :(

K i shall start from Tuesday. Cause i forgot what happened on monday alr. :D

EH. on tuesday, we met our cca juniors. And they're quite cute lar (: Most of them are small and shorter than me. but got tall ones too though ._.

but the most important point is, Their freaking minimum grade is grade 5! And my grade is like 4 only... I only learnt it for a year btw. But what the hell the juniors are DAMN PRO!!! TO THE MAX I SWEARRRR! :D

gah more stress alr.. -sigh-

Wednesday- hahaha was quite hyper that day :D After school, stayed back and qingyuan, ziling, jane etc made me laugh like crazy ! HAHA. We were talking about dreams, THEN OMG so funny hahahahehehehehehohohohoho :D

After that was Jap. Almost fell asleep so teacher kept asking me questions ESP when i dont know the answer. :(

Thursday- gahh dunno why i was sick. Went to school and dad came to fetch me after school. Heh i love him kay (: so awesomeee. :DDD

Friday- hi today's quite awesome (: Sabrita forgot to return me my house keys! Ahhh! LOL. Haha oh and our music was screwed.. :/ hahha but let's turn the positive attitude on ba :D oh plus we must SING "Way Back Into Love" for music project ! So embarrassing okay D: !

INDIRECT INSULTS. must you seriously treat her that way... ?

You're perfect to me.

2011-02-05T21:36:00.003+08:00

"Live to love life, and love to live life" -Sammy Gouti

Hello! (: I love this song! F**king perfect by P!nk :D Haha the clean version is "Perfect". Lol it's so inspirational okay! ♥

CNY is so boring this year.. :( I didn't go Malaysia this time.. CNY is pretty much the same every year, but this year like no chinese new year mood like that eh! Plus i may not even get to keep my angbao money! /sobs/

I MISS XIAO ZHU ! His real name is Jun yi I think :D he's damn cute! HAHAHA~ I wonder when will be the next time I see him? I ♥ little kids!

Happy cny!

2011-02-02T15:19:00.009+08:00

HELLO !Happy chinese new year! :D hope you all get LOTS and LOTS of angbaos! i'm also waiting for angbaos :b teehee.

HAHA k i shall talk about cny! (:

K so yesterday, it all started from the hui chun thingy. Joey accidentally tore ahma's red paper so she gave her paper to ahma (: So I did the dui lian together with Joey :D I wrote 2 words, Joey wrote 3, Qingyuan wrote 5. LOLLLLL! Qingyuan is damn pro :>

Then we went to the hall etc. Had some performances. :D & 201 won 1st prize for hamper wrapping + consolation for classroom decoration! :D *clap clap*

Before the chinese dance perf, I was very worried about primary sch issues, cause people smsed and called me to ask me where to meet etc :( but there wasn't even any plan lor :( And then seishea suddenly say she dun wanna go back to JPS so I was quite emo T^T

OH plus i THOUGHT i had to give oranges to a teacher I don't really like. (My senior asked me to replace her for the duty) But in the end it wasn't that ____ (insert a negative word here) teacher XD So YAY! Haha i was really upset when i thought i had to pass oranges to her! Cause I even stood in front of the mirror and smiled + thought of the lines :P

Chinese dance performance totally cheered me up okay! cause all of them were smiling and some parts were quite funny (: I like i likeeeee!

After that, after we left school, seishea decided to go back with us. But she said she'll only go if we go to Jurong point. Then in the end, she decided to change the meeting place to JP. So I had to call the others to tell them. JPS is so dumb , they won't let us go in. I think only sec 1s can go back or something.. I FEEL OLD!

but in the end, at jurong point, I was like dead?! And everywhere was so PACKED. I saw my bro :> And my friends guessed which one he was, :P HAHAAA.

We walked around. a lot a lot a lot. Trying to find some place to eat. I was super tired & hungry. I think the others were too. Cause everyone was quite quiet and sian :/ haizzz.

After lunch, me and sham went my void deck to slack >) Gavin went to Jp late, so I called him to come over. HAHA. Then we camwhoredddd (: which was really funn! And retarded :D

HAHA we dared him to put his face near the dustbin to take the photo :>

HAHAHA

♥

2 EMO FREAKS plus one lover! :D

Abusing calligraphy paper :P HAHAAAA. we are gay :>

After that my parents came cause they saw us at the void deck and they forced me to go home D: So embarassing LOL.

Today's visiting was quite fun! Mahjong ftww! (: yay. And I finally carried a baby FOR THE FIRST TIME. So cuteeeee! & there's a lot of things i wanna say, but i'm tired & lazy :P

So byebye! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

You just totally destroyed it.

2011-01-30T19:30:00.003+08:00

I'm a human, I have feelings too, you know.

I LAUGH IT OFF BUT HONESTLY, I'M TIRED.

i'm not going to tell anyone how i feel right now :(

Omg bitch the problem is me again. it's not your fault.

It's mine.

&lastly.

sorry for being emo (: i just needed something to rant. That's all. you guys can ignore this post if you all want (:

OMG I HAVENT POSTED FOR SO LONG!

2011-01-28T16:33:00.008+08:00

OMG i haven't posted for so long! Like a real post. Not those emo ones. HAHA.

asdfghjkl (: K let's start..... FROM? Idk! Let me say random stuff ba! :D

MONDAY

It was angeline's birthday. Haha and we went to some hotel to eat lunch? And my dad had to follow me all the way there! URGH. And we couldnt find the hotel so I was like "Let's take a taxi" Then he refused >(

And a stupid security guard TOTALLY gave us the wrong direction. :( but in the end, I got really pissed with my dad and I ignored him. So he was quite sad (?) and he still hailed for a taxi. HELLO DADDY YOU SHOULD HAVE DONE THAT LIKE 20 MINS AGO -.-

But anyway ! The lunch was awesome haha :D It was $________ ! OMG.

TUESDAY- Jane and co. played with my pencil case ! And idk who put it on top of the speakers (those two beside the screen). LOL! Dunno who so tall la LOL.

WEDNESDAY-

Got my pencil case back in the morning! haha awesome day ! (: Japanese lesson was damn fun !!! Shiyun, Chaiyi, Joan and me make an awesome group I swear!

Haha there's a HCI guy in the class now. and he's the ONLY GUY. So poor thing .. But anyway, he's a super shy guy. He wanted to escape from group work ( i think), so he went to the toilet. Meanwhile, mingying's group wanted to invite him over for group work. Then they were shouting his name when he came back, and he DAO-ED. ROFL!

THURSDAY-

Ahma and huiyu came back from camp ^-^ Haha and chinese lesson was damn epic! We were talking about 流行语. Then teacher call us to write a list of 流行语. Almost my whole class wrote bad stuff HAHA. Like "GTFO" "STFU" "WTF" "LMAO" "EPIC FAIL" HAHAHA etc etc! Really funnnny (especially when they are converted into chinese!)

OH SHIT! = 啊！大便！HAHA angeline's group's so funny wakaka ^-^

FRIDAY-

Qingyuan's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR! :D We picture spammed in music :P and we created music using.. WHAT'S THAT THING CALLED... LOL i forgot :/

PICTURE SPAM :D

ADVERTISING FOR MOGU MOGU ^-^

AHAHAHAHA

HI SABRITA YOU LOOK CUTE HERE !

Super duper big mouth :P !

Seishea's so cute la!

Haha we went sogurt afterwards. Super nice (: but damn ex. Shared with ahma yay :DDD

OMG!!! This week is quite awesome you know? I love you God. ~

IT'S FRIDAY BABY.

K just tell me why.

2011-01-25T22:11:00.002+08:00

Someone, just tell me why,

Why is there nobody to trust in this world?

Today is an awesome day and I won't blog more about it cause i'm lazy now. These few days were rather awesomeeeee (: I'll blog when i'm free (which is 1234567890 years later?) :D

NOWNOWNOW, I have to realise THERE IS NO MORE 'TRUST' IN MY DICTIONARY. :( don't ask me why cause i am keeping my mouth shut !

gahhhh i trusted you so much *bangs head*

and yes i'm such a fool *bangs head again*

thanks for making me not believe in trust anymore. *weeps* WHY IS THE WORLD LIKE THAT? :(

gone.

2011-01-21T19:10:00.003+08:00

WHAT THE F***!

I almost completed the class blogskin, i was just choosing colours and stuff.

I was done with layouts.

THEN IN THE END

MY COMPUTER CRASHED DOWN ON ME.

Then now everything is gone?! :(

fuck myself for not saving. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I whip my hair back and forth!

2011-01-16T22:30:00.001+08:00

MY MOOD RIGHT NOW:

kekeke. anyway it's the raining period again idk why! it keeps raining ! (Which i hate so much cause it blows my sunshine away!)

BUT the best part of rain is to walk/run/cycle in rain ^-^ Woohoo chao shuang!

HELLOOO LOVELIES ^-^

I'm backkk~ after 1 week!

1 WHOLE WEEK OF AWESOMENESS (:

Heeeeeeheeeeeee. Ok I kinda forgot the sequence of events. but anyway~

1) My class is decorated now! With a lot of colours! And a class family tree at the back of the classroom :D SO COOL :D

2) My mortal found out who i am le (: Well... cause I told her :/ HAHA! I was like "HELLO! you know me?" She shook her head and smiled. "HEHE I'M YOUR ANGEL!! :D"

HAHA then she was like OOOH :D

SO CUTE RIGHTTTTT ! YAY *clap clap*!

3) I finally STARTED doing my japanese homework AGAIN! Like after one whole semester. I started pon-ing jap lessons and not doing jap work from hmm, July 2010? LOL! so i'm back again! ^-^ And I'm loving jap lessons more cause FUJIMOTO SENSEI IS BACK !

4) CCA wasn't as bad as last week's (: And I'm glad about that. but although I'm not good, I'm still kinda glad i made an effort to improve from last week (:

5) Boarding school experience (: ! We're trying out for the 3rd slot. HOPEFULLY, the teacher will give us the slot we want baby? Let's pray~

6) RV carnival! :D hhaha went there yesterday. BEFORE that, something bad happened... But I shouldn't say so much .. Kay! so anyway, it was fun ^-^ And RV people are friendly :D They smile and stuff so .... *clap clap*!

K! ^-^ 6 things out of the 1000000000000 :D hahah! I was just lazy to type out everything....

WELL, today is sabrita's birthday! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY SABRITA! I LOVE YOU x100000000 !

I hope you like my present ! ^-^ Hopefully you'll be able to use the calendar, PLUS replay all the memories (:

Oh if you're wondering what I gave her, I gave her this calendar filled with a lot of photos (: ! So that she can be reminded of the awesome times and be happy ^-^

BRAND NEW WEEK ALERT. HWAITINGGGGG! ^-^

I'm determined to make it right again (:

2011-01-09T22:34:00.002+08:00

HELLO! i haven't finished a lot of my homework (cause idk how to do them). Sorry i'm just that stupid (:

Haha this evening my family went to this very pretty place ! (: Idk where but we took some very cooool pictures, i'll edit this post and post them sometime ^-^ They are in my bro's phone so yeahh ~

So many friends' birthdays this month! I'm so sad cause my parents say I have to pay EVERYTHING by myself. :( But I still will la :D Cause I really want to thank them for being there for me all this while! :D

i don't want to type anymore.. *yawns* byebye~

{All I want is for one guy to prove me that they're not all the same.}

-leilockheart.tumblr.com

Thanks sunshine.

2011-01-08T11:31:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU :)

SCHOOL :)

2011-01-07T15:10:00.003+08:00

I miss the CHILDHOOD times. When I'll just run around and play everyday. When I was THAT close to my family.

HI! I haven't been posting these few days cause school was busy, and I was very tired. So I didn't use computer for long, just around 10 mins? :o

Haha i'm here to update about school :D This week was quite eventful luh ^-^ If you dont wanna read, just skip. (:

So yesterday was HORRIBLE. I kept crying.. Why?

Cause I forgot about A LOT of stuff. I forgot to bring my math homework (for the second day), Then I forgot to wear psl shirt, and a lot of stuff lo :(

Then i called my dad to take it for me.

Thinking about it, I feel like a loser ._. i'm scared of this and that blah blah blah. And my dad is so kind la, he came to school SPECIALLY to pass me stuff for 2 days in a row. And then I treat him like ______ (fill in the negative blank yourself) ... :(

I'm such a damn loser. That's what I felt at that time. ~~Then I cried but OF COURSE nobody knewww (: I think only sabrita knows LOL.~~

And then i visited the toilet a few times. To escape from reality & CCA. bullshit uh. THEN THE WORST THING WAS : I forgot to bring my phone. So, I couldn't even CONTACT ANYONE. And then i felt damn lonelyyyyy. I never felt this way before... T^T

Oh anyway! :D
不要谈不好的事了啦!
HEHE :D

Some great things that happened this week (:

1) I'm now sitting beside a new classmate ! ^-^ She's very good in math. and she's nice :D

2) BOARDING SCHOOL EXPERIENCE! I'm quite excited eh :D most probably sharing room with agatha, sabrita and seishea. But i'm not sure which slot yet ._. It's a 1 month stay! SO COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL ! 8D

3) Sec 1 Orientation (: 107 is awesome :D HAHA there are a few jokers there luh, Damn funny 8D But it's kinda good that it's over as well, so now I dont have to miss lessons. ^-^

4) MY MORTAL! She's so nice bwahahah! :D I like her, a lot ! I'm texting her now and she's just awesome k! :D Not gonna reveal her name on this blog! ^-^

Some bad things:

1) My group wants to quit CmPS! but dunno if that's possible. Haven't asked teacher yet..

omg shit. I FORGOT TO HAND IN MATH HOLIDAY ASSIGNMENT . I AM SO DEAD ASDFGHJKL! ):

First day of school 2011!

2011-01-04T20:50:00.003+08:00

I'm SHUPER TIRED!

First day of school was awesome. but, I was like running here and there around the school! up and down. Left and right. BLEAHHHH ! it's damn tiring pls! Esp school tour :o

Gah so today was my first time doing psl duty! Lol. Quite fun :D but the sec ones don't really know each other, so they were super quiet. And whacko was a big fail cause nobody knew each other's names >< !

Then in the afternoon had cca exhibition. Quite fun ! ^-^ went around and asked people to join STRINGS! but of course a lot rejected. not interested :( hahah.

oh there's this funny thing .____. people don't believe I'm in strings. LOL. They say i don't look like a strings person! Haha there was one psl senior that was like "You are in strings?! No la you dont bluff! You are in CHINESE DANCE!"

LOL HAHA That is super funny ! I'm not flexible at all !!

Tskkk. tomorrow i'm clipping up my fringe. actually i think I'm gonna do that everyday..

AHHHHHH my hair just won't keep in place, what can I do :( bleah!

What if?

2011-01-03T21:35:00.003+08:00

SO CUTE ^-^ LITTLE KIDS ARE SO CUTE !!! AHH!

Today was a damn tiring day for me. I was like, asking seniors here and there for cca shirts/jackets for myself and a few of my friends.

Then i'm helping people here and there with homework etc.

Then I was talking on the phone.

Then I was texting.

And guilty, I was facebooking too.

and so scary sia. My msn/facebook is hacked >( cause this person (idk who) keeps writing statuses for me. I don't write statuses, except for this letter stuff etc (: I've never updated my status about where I am etc before :o

LOL but he/she didn't write any bad stuff so it's ok la. BUT THEN, that person can see all my private messages and everything (WHAT THE SHIT) !!

rawrrrrrr. Private messages are meant to be private you know! D:

Plus, that person is good at imitating me.

Nice lah I just realised IDK where I throw my school badge to already LOL

This is the status the hacker wrote. LOL, sounds quite similar to me cause I like to use "LOL" . haha a lot a lot. BUT

I never used "Nice lah" before!? LOL. This status is not written by me ! But i'll just let it stay cause there's not much harm.

Previously, he/she wrote "wtf" as status. Then I was in a happy mood , so I deleted it as some people asked me why I was pissed. LOL, I wasn't (:

I'm so scareddd. cause I think that person is quite close to me but I have no idea who T^T !

GOOD NIGHT! :D tomorrow will be a tiring day. :( And my schedule is complicated ):

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU JINGWEN AND EVERYONE OUT THERE! :D

God bless. ~

HI DOMO (:

2011-01-02T23:36:00.005+08:00

OMGGGGG ! HAHA i went to buy a domo (: It's for SOMEONE'S birthday present. :D kekeke.

Then me and sis loved domo so much so we camwhored with it :P It's super cute! But the domo is not mine ok (: It will belong to my friend soon. :D

EMO T^T

Domo sees :O

Offers me a lollipop!

HAPPPY! 8D

HAHA :P that's the story behind my facebook profile picture :D

WELL. SCHOOL IS STARTING!

I'm not prepared... everything in my pencil case is gone cause I misplaced them during the holidays.

Which means I needa buy new stationeries :( aishhhh.

I WANNA FLY A KITE SO BADLYYY !

Ok, so you're gone. JUST LIKE THAT?

2011-01-01T01:13:00.003+08:00

So you're leaving me.
You're really leaving me with another ..
year?

2010.

I'll miss you.
so much...

And I've learnt so much from you.
I've met so many kinds of different people.
I've learnt to overcome so many obstacles.

My life has changed SO MUCH..But dont worry, I haven't changed (:

but... I think I've drifted away from my parents. So..

I needa go back yeah?
I needa be a good girl and not yell at my parents anymore :)
I needa spend more sleepovers with my cousins!!! :D
Well so basically,
I needa improve on my family sidee >< cause I haven't been a very good daughter/sister this year...

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS:

Be better in violin playing. PRACTISE MORE :D
Be a good psl. And not get into trouble.
Do all homework! :D
Be a good girl at home.
Be a good friend :D !
PUT IN THE BEST IN ALL I DO!!!

hehe ok hyper girl going to sleep alr 8D good night! i doubt I can sleep though :x

Why?

2010-12-31T19:42:00.003+08:00

Zz. I was right. Someone would come destroy my hyper mood for the rest of 2010. AND I'M RIGHT TOO. It's my family -.-

I'm disappointed. We went orchard for shopping then on the way home, in the mrt, I was like GOING TO DIE ALREADY. it was damn stuffy and all. And I was damn giddy and I wanted to vomit. F*** that feeling >(

Then my sister was lucky to find a seat, and I asked her "Can you hold these(shopping bags) for me? Since your sitting down." And she refused >( Then I was quite pissed at first then I was like "what the f***. Ok la." But aft that I felt like crying. :(

I don't mind you not caring that i'm sick. Cause i know you can't see it. But what did I do wrong to deserve this ??? Bish :/ but then luckily, after like DUNNO how long, I found a seat beside my sis T.T But I only sat down for awhile.

Because I saw an old man. at first I was like hinting to my sis to give up her seat. Cause I'm too tired to speak (-.-) I MEAN, she sat for like DAMN long alr. zz and she saw the old man (right in front of us), and she didn't care. wtf. You dont let me sit, fine la, let the old uncle sit la. >(

So I stood up, hoping that the old man would sit down. Then you know what ? A young lady went to snatch the seat away. GAH.

WHY??? TELL ME WHY IS THIS WORLD LIKE THAT ??? ARGHHH :(

but.

I'm still gonna look at the bright side yeah!!? :D

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D *spams smiley faces to make myself feel better*

YO JINGWEN! CHEER UP OKAYY?

OKAYYY! :D

Heheh i didn't know.

2010-12-30T18:15:00.003+08:00

HEHE :D Today was awesome (: At first I thought it was gonna be a boring day because i'll just be going to school and watching strings rehearse. Cause i'm supposed to be helper for the Sec 1 Orientation performing arts concert thingy. HAHA :)

BUT YOU KNOW WHATTT? :D We, helpers, went to orchard instead x) Hehe so we spent like a few hours walking around, fooling around and eating :B Hehehe. And we played concentration in school, might sound childish but it's damn fun!!!

WAKAKAKAKAAAAAA I LOVE CONCENTRATION ! ^-^

I THINK I AM SUPER HIGH NOW. Although I am not going for NYSE chalet, which is today, (cause my parents dont let me cause i haven't finished my hw D: ), I AM STILL HYPERRRRR.

xDDDDDDDDDDDDD THIS IS A GOOD TIME FOR ME TO DO MY LA ASSIGNMENT BECAUSE I WILL TYPE DAMN FAST AND I WILL READ DAMN FAST AND OMGGGG - I LOVE THIS FEELING!!!!!

but i got a feeling.. someone will come in and destroy the day for me. My parents or something. >< HOW HOW HOW :( aishhh...

I wish I met you later.

2010-12-23T15:49:00.005+08:00

Hello! I just saw the PSL schedule and it's not THAT bad (: I still get quite a lot of time in class. Just that i'll miss recess with my classmates cause we're supposed to accompany the sec ones!

I'm going to go penang soon. A few hours later? Coming back on 28 Dec :) Then by then I need to finish LA assignment. Sian ttm. I'm left with 2 more journal entries >(

8th Day - List what you like/dislike about this world.

LIKE: I love this world because if there wasn't such a place, I wouldn't have existed. My friends wouldn't have existed. There will be no life. :( I love the world because it's just AWESOME(: All the fun and laughter haha ^-^

DISLIKE: This world is becoming crazy because a lot of us are obsessed with computer/ipod/etc etc. Imagine the whole world staying at home just to play computer. Or something like that. Then nobody will care about each other, you wouldn't even know your neighbours' names. TECHNOLOGY. aish.

Oh and because of technology, people's relationships with each other will worsen. For eg, if you need to know an answer to a question, you would go search using the internet. If everyone is like that, you wouldn't even need your friends right? And that's when people heck care about each other because they don't even need them..

I kinda discussed this topic with miss janice that's why (:

9th Day - Write your wishes.

Hehe i like this topic. I've been thinking about my future this whole week. AND I AM SO EXCITED FOR MY FUTURE I CAN'T SLEEP ): I've been sleeping at around 2am everyday this week. My mind just won't shut up :/

Ok, so...
I wanna be a successful person.
I want a nice family.
I want a nice husband who won't cheat on me.
I want to travel around the world.
I want to learn different languages.
I want to make good use of my life.
I wish I WONT get into a stupid relationship and get my heart broken like the other girls. Then after the breakup, not believe in love. That's what I'm most scared about.
I wish i can be good in studies (:
I wish I can be good in violin/cca.
I wish I can be like Tina :D
I wish... My life would turn out like how I imagined.

But it takes effort to make it happen too! :D JIAYOU JINGWEN :D

I wish I met you later. When we were older. I'm so sorry I can't do anything now. :(

CAUGHT in the rain!

2010-12-22T00:13:00.004+08:00

HELLO 8D Have you ever ran/walked/cycled/stood in the rain before?

Because that's what I did today :P cycled in the rain. Like under the heavy rain omg. Hehe totally drenched together with sis. HOPEFULLY we don't fall ill ._.

Haha so we were cycling from home to JPS, We did that. Then when we were cycling past jps, it just SUDDENLY rained. LIKE BOOOOM then heavy downpour. Wth ): damn shocked. hehe. so we found shelter at a nearby void deck.

Then we went to a shop and bought noodles and the aunty cooked the noodles for us (: She's damn nice la! And the uncle also. He helped us keep the rain out and the CATS out xD Hahaa THE WORLD IS SO NICE. (:

Was stuck @ void deck for awhile. Then we decided that we should just continue cycling since the damn rain won't stop. So we cycled to grandma's place which was just a few roads away? 8D Some taxi splashed water at me. >< OMG so gross pls. >< Imagine water on the road on your body. EWWWW ><

HEHE had fun with cousins and watched them at wushu. love them ttm (: maybe going there tomorrow again~ ^-^

Tumblr!

2010-12-21T00:57:00.003+08:00

Hehe hello people :)

I've just created my own tumblr yay!

CLICK HERE!

Heh it's the same as my blog url for convenience.

7th Day - List at least 5 things that you dislike/like about your school.

1) Dislike- It's soooooo far away from my house. I need like 1 hour + to reach home by bus!? And whenever I get off the bus, and if i'm not in a good mood (cause of the homework, projects, etc), I SEE RV RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. Makes me regret sometimes. >< Heh. BUT I STILL LOVE NANYANG A LOT!

2) Like- It's SO pretty. Take from ANY direction, take from ANY part of the day, whether it's raining/shining,

my school is still pretty. :D

3) Like- I had a lot of memories there. Both good and bad of course (: but most of them are good. hahah! :D

4) Dislike- Too much homework, projects and SIAs. >< And there's CCA to cope as well. CCA in my school is very important I can say ._.

5) Like- It's a girls sch. :b hehe some people may find it boring. BUT i think it's kinda nice....? As in we aren't awkward with each other :) and girls are rather nice, they won't insult you RIGHT in the face or something, unless they really hate you that is... O.O

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HYPER DAYS AGAIN

2010-12-19T18:22:00.008+08:00

Hyper days are here again :D !

Anyway, yesterday, I copied this

(Inbox or sms me any number between 1 to 1000. I will make your number my status and tell you what I think of you or what i want to tell you. Fun thing is only the both of us knows. :D)

from Lychee and it was really fun (:

2nd day- Introduction of family

This post will be filled with photos :) wait for them to load :D

Parents ~

Hehe this is my mum and dad ^-^ They are the ones who brought me up THIS far. They are the ones who celebrated my happiness with me. Like when I got back my PSLE results, when I entered nygh etc etc.

These are my siblings! GUESS WHICH ONE'S ME :P hehe btw we were big fans of ultraman and power rangers last time. We loved power rangers !

Brother~

This is my bro 8D DAMN CUTE RIGHT!? he had the most photos lor. He has one whole album with ALL his pictures! Hahah xD

Bro (now) :D

SO CUTEEE :> we had a lot of photos together (when we were young)!

We emo-ed together! :D

Sister~

Cute lil baby :P

The one on the left is my sis now :D hehe. you've grown a lot ._.

haha lastly... it's me!

Hehe. So this is my family consisting of 5 members (: I think most of you guys will know that

- I love my family a lot but don't dare to show it.
- I love my parents but I don't show it.
- I love my sister and she knows it VERY WELL hahahaha
- I love my brother too but i'm not very close to him... anymore :/ haha but he's very nice to bring something back for me from japan that time :D

3rd Day - List at least 5 things that you dislike about yourself.

1) I think tooooo much. I'm very sensitive to words/actions. If you say something A BIT mean (whether you meant it or you were just joking), If I couldn't see that it was a joke & I thought you were serious, I'll think about it all the time. ><

2) I reply texts late. :( I am a lazy ass.. I feel so bad when they think I do not care about them. But actually, I do!!!

3) I always shout at my parents. I have no patience with them :/ Idk why, sorry x100000. haishhhh, I feel so guilty. They didn't even do anything wrong !

4) I like to hide my feelings. I really do (: I think that that way, it'll make everyone else happier. And hopefully, I'll be happy too! :D But hiding my feelings make me sad tooo, you know? :(

5) My face & height. 155cm, GAHH ): And I wish I was as pretty as Dianna agron or Emma Watson ! ^^

4th Day - List at least 5 things that you like about what God had given to you.

1) WORKABLE ORGANS ^-^ at least i'm not handicapped (: Thank you God for giving me a healthy body. To anyone out there .. God bless. (:

2) To be born in this developed country. At least I didn't have to fight for food/water. I love singapore!

3) To have awesome friends. SERIOUSLY awesome friends. They are one of the biggest reasons why I continue living positively. Love you guys !

4) My family. Although we're not rich, we don't live in some big houses, but at least I have:

A dad who drives me to school and care about my school events.
A mum who talks to me about every single topic, even boys. I'm open with her :)
A brother who actually cares, SECRETLY.
A sister whom I have heart-to-heart convos with. And we'll talk about our future & life etc (:

5) God, you gave me LIFE. And I love my life. Thanks for giving me a chance to live in this world (:

6th Day - 5 best memories that you had in your life.

1) PSLE last day. It was the happiest day of my life I think. SO FAR (: hahaha. I mean, THE JOY cannot be described. Cause I suck in describing HAHAHA. Erm, it's like suddenly I'm FREE? Nothing to bring me down anymore. And we went to watch Cloudy with a chance of meatballs! 15 people going together. HAHAA (:

2) That GEE moment. It was something all of us were waiting for. We were so excited about it :D although something cropped up, but it will remain in my mind forever. When we all cried together etc. Anyway it was my first time dancing on stage :D

3) My birthday 2010. Hahaha really didn't know there was a surprise birthday party. At first when you guys were talking about the party during school, nobody told me anything and I thought I wasn't invited for something. LOL! but it was niceee (: And must thank Seishea and sabrita for creating it? haha you guys invited BOTH sec & pri sch friends, so WOW ! thanks :D

4) When you gave me that _______ . That moment was awesome. ^-^ note: i don't like anyone now.

5) JAPAN 2008. That trip was amazinggg! We went there and PLAYED for 8 days. Teachers were so friendly xD No problems in my head. HAHA everyday we'll just be talking talking, playing playing. So relaxed! HAH best trip ever. ^-^

i miss japan so freaking much. ):

Narnia!

2010-12-16T23:39:00.004+08:00

Hello! So today i watched narnia with yanyu :D & we talked a lot.

And
I
Realised
I
Am
Broke
:(
sad
much?
:(

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA xD

heh. I'm quite pleased with myself today. CAUSEE... I just started on my LA assignment! I read HALF of the book only :P wakaka. Jiayou jingwen & everyone who haven't completed their assignment !

I was watching Titanic with sis and mum. Heh it's my first time btw :D It was SO exciting (?!) Then me and my sis were screaming so much x) Then Rose didn't want to save herself, so me and sis were shouting "STUPID OR WHAT!?" "WTFFF!" etc xD then all vulgar came out and my mum didn't even care LOL!

I am going malaysia again... for another wedding.. :D Excited but I'm so tired of going malaysia! :( But no choice cause this is the period of time all my cousins get married .__. Going penang from 24-28 :D With my cousin charmaine yay!

10 days :)

2010-12-15T13:49:00.010+08:00

I'm going to stay at home today! Because I needa do some work and stuff... But shit, today isn't the right day to stay at home ): Mum's having mood swings and dad's making my mummy feel like cryinggg. Even when her hand is injured :(

Yes, my mum's damn emo. And dad is the heck-care type. But I shouldn't interfere so much I guess... NEVER LOSE HOPE, MA.

Went to Joanne's house yesterday. Haha actually I didn't know who she was. Some church friend (: but went there with sabrina etc. And me and claudia went home at around 9+ ?! When it was SO dark. And when I was alone, I kept singing songs to make me feel better. But I'm damn scared people will find me retarded :( Lucky nobody saw. :D

Saw this 10-day thingy :)

1st Day - Self Introduction.
2nd Day - Introduction of family.
3rd Day - List at least 5 things that you dislike about yourself.
4th Day - List at least 5 things that you like about what God had given to you.
~~5th Day - 5 most important friends in your life.~~
6th Day - 5 best memories that you had in your life.
7th Day - List at least 5 things that you dislike/like about your school.
8th Day - List what you like/dislike about this world.
9th Day - Write your wishes.
10th Day - Write what came in your mind when you reached the 10th day.

I'm not doing Day 5 btw :)

1st Day - Self Introduction.

Hello I am Jingwen :)

I am from Singapore and I study in Nanyang Girls' High School.
Jurong Primary is my primary school, and I'm proud of it. :D
I love my friends and family. Although I'm not that close to my parents anymore...

I love my grandmother and cousins (: And I go to my grandmother's house to talk to her when I need to. (This is something I don't think anyone knows hahaha). I love having sleepovers there with cousins etc. And I'll talk to my grandmother until we both fall asleep.

I love talking :) ERM.. If you do not know me well, or I do not know you well, I may be a little quiet. But haha, I'm actually not?

Here's a random thing about me :) I bathe for super long (hahaha). And people always ask me what I do in the toilet >< Don't think sick, peoplee :) I bathe and I think about my problems etc. :D

I'm 13. I'm TERRIFIED of growing up. Though I can't wait to get married :D Heh. But I'm scared of hitting the age of 30. :(

I can't concentrate. HAHA. I seriously can't... LOL.

I'm a positive person :) BUT I do get emo sometimes. And I'm a crybaby (I admit :P ) When I'm emo...

& words are the scariest thing I've ever known. EVEN SCARIER THAN SHARKS! Erm, and that's the main reason why I ever get emo?

However,

I still believe my life is good 8D

SO JUST SMILE LIKE PATRICK 8D because...

There is always a reason to smile! :D

I love my bike :D

2010-12-13T18:20:00.003+08:00

I love cycling!!! Cyclists are so cool :D

I've got a dream ._. To cycle around singapore :D hehehe. Someday I will do it :D (hopefully not when I'm 50+ or what)

Yesterday, went to cycle with sis around Jurong west + a bit further off. Cycled to somewhere around West grove primary. And then I cycled to seishea's house too xD

Next time, I'm gonna cycle to my primary school. Then I'm going to cycle to Sabrita's house. Then I'll go further and further and I'll cycle to my grandma's house in Bukit panjang!!! :P

It's possible! But I hope I have the time to complete all these goals in this holiday. :D

I survived!!!

2010-12-11T22:13:00.005+08:00

I SURVIVED THIS BUSY WEEK 8D
and I'm so happy!

Monday

Went to Pasir Ris chalet with cousins. :D Played indoor games cause it was raining. Like ferris wheel and this x-rider thing :D Haha the x-rider thing is so addictive all of us kept playing it xD Bet we spent like $100 plus on that game .________.

Tuesday

Went to wild wild wet with cousins :D and me and sis played everything! HAHA xD My cousins loved ular-lar (dunno how to spell :P ) so we sat that for like 5 times!? Hahaha! They just got addicted!

Aunt brought me home because I had camp the next day. We had a lot of stuff to talk about :D Then went to her house for awhile but I didn't dare to enter cause they had a dog AND a cat in the house. Scared of animals ttm ):

But in the end I still went in and had staring competition with the dog >( But quite cute lar! :D

Wednesday

Went to school for CCA camp... 6 hours rehearsal everyday! Gahh. TIRING MUCH :(

- awesome games- (won't elaborate)

At night, the seniors (HCJC) came and then they talked to us for very long. And then some kind seniors like caoyun and jiaqi came back to help me and clarie :D

I love them ! Super kind (:

Haha before sleeping, we watched a movie :) Devil wears prada! very cool and nice :D & yes, miracles do happen.

Thursday

Games were cancelled because Mr Sze walked out on ME then it wasn't the right mood to play games and all. Some people cried :( aishh.

Friday

Last day of camp!!! Played water games xDD haha super fun! Everyone was drenched from head to toe x) Like seriously DRENCHEDDDD! :D

Yay! so this camp was awesome cause I got to know new people :) and got closer to people I have never talked to before :D

YAY.

So yesterday, went to church with friends. I want to be christian you know ._. but it's kinda confusing because I dont think my grandma allows... Something like that.

but i really want to have a christian life and go for service every saturday and that kinda thing :D

But another problem is that church service on saturday clashes halfway with my family gathering so I will have to go grandma's house MYSELF :(

I'm dead ):

2010-12-02T23:01:00.003+08:00

So many things happened and are going to happen.. come on holidays, tell me you're awesome!!!

Malaysia trip was awesome :) (elaborate next time)

So tuesday went to watch Harry potter. I don't understand omg D: Then it was raining so me and yanyu ran home in the rain ;D Was drenched when I got home but it was fun :b

Yesterday went to vivo city with aga and huiyu and we watched Rapunzel! and it's damn awesome. MUST GO WATCH 8D Rapunzel's v pretty and all. And we played with bubbles (: so little children came to play with us as well haha.

TODAY IS AWESOME. // hehehe. So I love miss janice. And I bet she loves us too. During cca break, clarie miss janice and me went to eat tgt as we got TE lessons with her harharhar x) And I like cca nowadays...

i kind of like the music piece we'll playing now (can't believe i'm saying this :D). I LOVE MUSIC ._________________________________. Ok this is damn weird..

Next week is busy. :( First two days going to chalet then the next three days is CCA camp.

Haven't started reading LA book. Means haven't touched LA assignment yet. JINGWEN, prepare to die >(

In Malaysia!

2010-11-27T15:35:00.004+08:00

Hello! I am in Malaysia KL :D for wedding tomorrow :DD

I am so excited!!!

having lunch now, i finished first so I can use the com. Dad's talking about finding WIFE for my brother. Ok wtf now he's talking about my husband -_-

Okay I shall do a quiz huiyu tagged me in :D

1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
Bathe with it ;)

2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room?
Jump onto the bed and start dancing!!! xD

3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your line?
If I haven't talked to him for a long time,
Me: "Helloo"

(i bet his reaction will be like O.O "random girl")

Five mins later, "Haha oops erm wrong number. Sorry... Haha but how are you? :) "

If I talk to him almost everyday,
Me: " Haha yo yo, My turn to take the first step today (:"

4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
Make them love it!! Hate can turn into love de ! I BELIEVE.

5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
*drags the person beside me down too* "HAHAHA, WE ARE HAVING FUN!"

6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework and your class starts in 5 minutes.
Put all the same answers. Then that way I'll at least get SOME questions corright. ;D

7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
Dont talk.. ><

8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do?
Wear shorts ?! Or something. At least cover your ___ or something!

9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
Cry ><

10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
Yeah ! Thanks :D

11. (Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
At least got present ;D not bad not bad.

12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
Let's play staring competition man! -stares-

13. Your crush and you are eating dinner together, the food you've ordered came first, eat, or wait?
Feed him! xD

14. You are alone in your house and you realized that there is a burglar. What do you do?
As much as I want to fight with the burglar, I know I dare not :(
So I shall hide under my blanket :D

15. What do you do when your best friend had just spoilt your favourite one and only camera with all the important photos you cherished inside?
Bleah, nothing I can do about it :(

(what happened to 16?)

17. What do you do if you break your friend's favourite vase but he or she didn't see it?
Throw/Hide it. HAPPENED TO ME BEFORE! but I broke my grandma's perfume instead. :x

(what happened to 18?)

19. What do you do if you saw a cat chasing a mouse?
Watch them play catching ;) Dont dare to interfere cause I'm scared of animals..

20. You missed your favourite TV show and it was the season finale. What do you do?
Go to youtube ^^

21. There is a crash in your schedule, one is your friend's wedding, the other is your another friend's last day of funeral. What will you do?
First, go to the funeral and starve myself and CRY CRY CRY.
Then go to the wedding to eat a big meal >)

I shall go dig out a quiz I remember ! Damn cool onee!

Happy moments lie ahead (:

2010-11-25T17:14:00.002+08:00

HELLO! This post is for sham :) and to anyone else out there who isn't feeling the BEST right now. BE HAPPYYY :)

Dear sham, I know you haven't been feeling that awesome these few days. But you know what?

Everything is going to be okay.

And if you are feeling down, just SMILE

and remember that

Happy moments lie ahead :D

& lastly, if you feel that the sky is grey,

remember i'll be your SUNSHINE :D

So just stay strong :D

and remember that you are........ SPECIAL ! :D

GOOD LUCK MY DEAR FRIEND ! JIAYOU JIAYOU!

Unstoppable.

2010-11-24T23:00:00.002+08:00

Hello! Haha I shall blog about today since it's so awesome (:

In the morning went to Lot One to eat lunch with the others first. Then the whole place was filled with awkward silence :X Hehe and sabrita and ziling and me were smsing each other although we sat all in one table x)

'what kind of silence is this?'
'Awkward silence xD'

Hehe. Then ahma said she didn't want to come, so we went ALL THE WAY to her house to find her >) HAHA! And she was very shocked. but she still couldn't go after so much persuading... :(

We were so tired.... then we went to plaza sing to watch UNSTOPPABLE! Very nice hahaaa ^-^ Me and bobby were holding each others hands and it was damn exciting & scaryy!

PLUS +++ CHRIS PINE IS SO HOT!!!

Mrt journey was fun :DDDD

Haha you should have noticed that I changed my blogskin by now ^-^ I needed something cute to cheer me up (?) And the cbox emoticons also :D

Put your hands up!

2010-11-23T18:56:00.003+08:00

HYPER MOOD 8D

but shit this morning because there were jams EVERYWHERE. Traffic jams, go and die >( Then I was late by like 20 mins... But i became happy because Mr Sze haven't arrived and it was sectionals! :D

After cca, clarie gave me SNSD hoot album and then we were ripping all the 3 albums to see the photocards :D heheh. All the others went for lunch alr and we didn't need to go for afternoon session :D

Aft that, we saw angeline, sabrita and shuhui! Love them! Angeline was wearing coloured contacts (damn cool, I swear :D) *HUGS!*

Tomorrow, we're going to the ZOO! HAHA . I can't believe I'm saying this but... I'm actually quite excited although I'm scared of animals... :D

Nanyang is used for the MV :D damn pretty ! Makes me love nygh even more!

I'd fill the vacancy

2010-11-20T22:06:00.003+08:00

I hear your heart call for love,
Then you act like there's no room.
Room for me, or anyone,
"Don't disturb" is all I see.
Close the door, turn the key,
On everything that we could be.
If loneliness would move out,
I'd fill the vacancy.
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart, In your heart, in your heart, in your heart.

HELLOOOO!
So today I went back to JPS with my fellow friends! For 4-in-1 fiesta :) It's kinda last minute, and I didn't tell my parents or sis at all. So my sis and her friends were kinda shocked to see me there :P

And we ate canteen food. After 1 year?! Omg I miss ikan bilis lor! but they don't sell it separately anymoreee. Argh.

Yesterday- Went out with sham to collect clarie's hoot albums. She bought 3 SNSD Hoot albums! Anyway me and sham kept losing our way, and I spent around $2 just because of travelling. We didn't know where to go x)

Slacked around at the playgrounds etc. And talked for hours :DD I miss her ttm !

Wednesday- Went out with Clarie (supposed to collect her albums but in the end, the person didn't turn up..)

So we went JP to eat and stuff (: and she bought stuff for U-Kiss fanmeet! So many presents x) I bet she spent like $100++ !

And that night, I got my piercing with my sis.
My bro saw.
And the next day, he came back with a piercing on his left ear too.
(At least it's not RIGHT cause it'll mean that he's gay :P I think!)
ROFL! but he got scolded by our parents...

My bro look a bit gangster now >) He dyed his hair a bit reddish (holiday hair) and he pierced his ear.

TOMORROW GOING OUT WITH ALLERGIK! I MISS HIM SO MUCH :DD

HAPPY!

2010-11-15T22:43:00.003+08:00

Hello! OK I AM SO HAPPYYY LIKE PATRICK 8D

dear patrick, i love your retarded smile. I hope I can smile like you forever!

5E`08 Class party is confirmed on 3rd Dec :) Timing is around 2-8pm (Because Fanpu has training in the morning) :x

Look at the dates ! so many people can't make it on EVERY SINGLE DATE :O

CLICK HERE FOR THE DATES!

I hope I can meet cheryl soon :DD Wen must find a date for us to meet! Idc :P heheh.

Let's be emo :DDD

2010-11-11T00:02:00.003+08:00

I need to be emo for awhile (: i haven't been emo for a very long time!!!!

Ok let me be emo :D !!

Why am I always the person waiting for people to take the first step?
Why do I have NO courage at all?
Why do I ignore messages using the reason "I hate touching my screen"?
Why do I ignore calls using the reason "I am lazy to hold the phone"?

ok fine la. I suck (I admit) !!! People ask me why I never answer their texts, etc, I always say I hate touching my touch phone! I touch my screen until damn sian alr. LOL. But seriously that's the reason XD

(back to emo) I always make up excuses. Well. Then finally someone asked me

"What happened to us?"

Then i realised, all these bad habits, created this mess :@ I can't ignore texts/reply damn late anymore... I can't make others think I can't be bothered!

I CARE, okay? :( come back to me!

-back to self- GOOD NIGHT :D good day ahead :D

It's something for us to find.

2010-11-10T23:28:00.004+08:00

We were given: Two hands to hold. Two legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.

I'M IN THE HOLIDAY MOOOOD!and yes I have been slacking throughout x) But I'm planning to do them on Friday?

Sunday-
Went out with Huiting, Aigner and Nicole to visit Aigner's mum's shop (: And to collect my Bigbang poster (!!!) Aigner's parents are so stylish :D I like them ^-^ I bought a pair of earrings and other stuff (to support duh :D ) but I dont even have ear holes T.T So I gave them to my mum ...

ANYWAY ! I now have a big big BIGBANG poster on top of my bed (: yayeeee

Monday-
Went to seishea's house to play mahjong and cards and BAKE COOKIES! But our cookies failed.. (miserably) HAHA. Cause we did one step wrongly. Damn. :x Haha that maegan ah, she didn't want to learn Mahjong/ Tai di then she kept complaining she was bored :B Ok love that day ttm!

Tuesday-
Went for CCA in the morning. I found out I can't play duets with piano. :x Something like that la D: I suck la. I learnt like a few years of piano, then quit, then now I forgot EVERYTHING. Maybe I should pick it up this holiday :D

Anyway in the afternoon watched MEGAMIND :D !

Wednesday- (TODAY!)
Brought grandma to see the doctor in the morning :D And my granny is super friendly! She made friends in the clinic ~ She's awesome :D and everyone said I am so guai so accompany my grandma (: YAYEE :DDDDD ! I haven't been close to her this year because I missed some family gathering (cause of homework T-T). SO TODAY WAS QUITE AWESOMEE? :D

After that in the afternoon, went to Tingnan's birthday party (: and CHAIYI shared with me her awesome story. It's cool how 2 strangers can become close, through sms. (: seriously!

Tomorrow having CCA again, and Yanyu's coming in the afternoon :D